It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

I walk into my house with a huge smile on my face.
I still don't know why I am so happy. I mean, Gerard is my first friend, but I'm not gay. So I can't like him like that.

Can't I?

This is the reason I stayed away from people.

They are confusing!

I run into my room eager to get in there, and close my door. I turn on the light and I suddenly realize that I was alone again.

I would have to spend the rest of the week alone in my house. Not to mention that there was supposed to be a huge storm. I consider calling Pete, but he told me that he has a big project due Friday, and that he won't be able to come over.

I sigh and throw my bad next to my bed. I plop onto my bed, and sigh again. I let my eyes close and in less than 10 minutes I fall asleep.

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The roaring of thunder makes me bolt up from my 3 hour sleep. I look at my window and it is pouring.

Really hard.

A bright and sudden bolt of lightning makes me jump and scream. I slam my hands against my ears and I run out of my room and into towards the kitchen. I slam into something hard, and fall on my ass. I look up expecting it be a wall, but its Pete.

"Pete! What the hell are you doing here? You said you wouldn't be able to come over."

(A/N I am making Pete look like he did when it was 2003 because I think it fits the story a whole lot better!)

"When I heard the storm I had to come over. You hate them. I begged my mom and she said only because of you I can leave, so thank you."

"Your welco-" I was saying when a huge roar of thunder and large flash of lightning makes the power go out.

The loud noise hurts my ears, and I feel like pissing my pants.

I scream and cover my ears again. I crash to the ground on my knees and continue to screech. I feel Pete comfort me and I stop after a couple of long seconds.

I don't get up though. Eventually he gets tired of asking me, and he picks me up and slings me over his shoulder.

We go to my room and sit on the bed.

"So?" Pete asks.

"So what?" I respond not knowing what he means.

"What happened? I can see it in your eyes tat some better happened today than what happens every day of your life. You seem happier in the life of your eyes."

"Oh, well today I made my second official friend." I smile.

Notes

I feel so happy! I just love Frerard!
If any of you wanted to know...... my tumblr is Prepare to be Frerardified
hehe, thanks for reading!!!!!!!!!