It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

When we get to the Way's, Donna leads me inside and she tells Mikey to take me to Gerard's room.

"I'm putting the picture back." I mumble taking it out.

"Why?" Mikey asks as we walk into Gerard's room which smells strongly I coffee.

"Because if Gerard can't find, you'll be in trouble and I'm not going to tell him I looked a it." I say and hand it to Mikey. He quickly tapes the top and puts it back in the same shirt.

"My mother told me to clean up Gerard's bed because your sleepin' here." Mikey says taking Gerard's pictures and comic books an putting them on a table with a bunch of other papers. He fixes the sheets and makes it nice.

"Mikey, it's fine. Thank you." I tell him not wanting him to make it perfect for me.

He nods and leaves. I put my stuff down on the wall at the foot of his bed. I sit down on his bed and it's so comfortable.

"Hey Frank, are you hungry? We have food." Donna asks peeking her head though the crack between the wall and the door.

"No, I ate before I came but thank you very much."

"No problem, you look tired. When your ready to go to sleep just switch off the light and tuck yourself under the blankets and sleep."

"Thank you." I say and she smiles.

She leaves and I realize I am tired. I yawn and I feel like closing my eyes so I think I will go to bed. I get my toothbrush and toothpaste out from my bag and go into the bathroom. It's a brighter red and it's organized. I brush my teeth and put my things back in my bag.

I get out an old faded Iron Maiden shirt, black sweats an black socks and change into them. I put my clothes back not wanting to make Gerard's room messy. Well messier. I turn off the light and I crawl into his bed and get under the covers.

I look at the pile of drawings of me and sigh. I turn over and look at the wall. I wonder why Gerard didn't tell me that he drew me? I wouldn't have cared but now I fear Gerard will be angry at me. I close my eyes and think.

Will Gerard ever want me to like... Model for him?

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I wake up to an unfamiliar room and remember I slept at Gerard's house. I move to get my phone to see why time it is but I am stopped by something strong draped over me. I move back down and look up the blankets. I see and arm. I turn and I am face to face with Gerard. He is holding me tight and we are pressed together everywhere except the face. When I say everywhere I mean everywhere. He probably got back from the hospital earlier.

He is sleeping calmly and he looks nice and warm under his blankets. They are cozy, very cozy. His mouth is slightly parted and his eyes are gently closed. His arm is wrapped tightly around my lower back and I smile.

Will he wake up if I kiss him?

I suppose I should try...

And before I knew it, my lips were on his. My hand was in the back of his neck, his warm neck.

I feel his eyelash graze against my eyelids indicating that he is awake. But I feel them shut and kiss lips slowly moving against mine. I smile and he does the same out teeth accidently clanking together. We pull back and laugh.

He looks at me and I feel home. Not because I'm in a cozy bed, but because I have one of my favorite things in the world here with me.

Someone that likes me.

"I love you." I hear Gerard say and my eyes go wide.

He can't love me, not yet at least. We've known each other for like three days and now he is telling me he loves me.

"No you don't, not yet." I mumble.

"Frank, I'm not kidding. I knew I loved you from the moment I saw you. Your special to me and mean the world, the universe. I wouldn't trade anything for you. I would get rid of anyone who tries to take you from me. I love you Frank."

"G-Gee..." I start but I am cut off my Gerard kissing me. His hands wrap around me and bring me closer.

"I love you Frank.... So much..." Gerard whispers into my mouth, sounding like he is on the verge of tears. "Please Frank... Believe me..."

Slowly the thought processes in my mind. It takes a few moment but I realize Gerard does love me. I look up at his beautiful eyes, and say two words before I close the small distance and kiss him.

"I believe you..."

Notes

WOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED FOR 21 DAYS!!!! I'M SO SORRY!
i have just been busy with The Bet, and One Night Stand.... sorry