
It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*
Meeting Him
Frank you idiot! You should be asking him if he I okay, not your name! He probably hates you even more now.
"I-I'm Gerard." He says looking at me. My face I so freaking red.
"Uhhh," Is all I can manage to get out if my mouth.
"Do-do you think you could, um well," he says and I look at myself straddling him.
"Oh shit I'm so sorry! I'm such a freaking cluts." I kinda of yell removing myself from my previous position and standing up.
He chuckeda and then stands up as well picking up his messenger bag and hanging it on his right shoulder.
I realize I am staring and look down holding my arm with the other embarrassed.
Can my face get anymore red?
"So, are you o-o-okay?" I ask studdering. I never stuffer unless I am extremely nervous or embarrassed.
"Yeah, I'm totally fine. The question is are you okay?"
"Yes. It happens so many times I am used to it and just step into my locker before they can shove me in." I say shamefully. I have been bullied since sixth grade so it is nothing new.
"I'm sorry."
"It's fine, so your new here." I say as I pick up my messenger band and begin to walk. Gerard closes my locker and catches up to me.
"Yeah, my first day too. "
"This school isn't close to being the best in the city at all, so why did you come here?"
"I moved really close and I was convinent." He says as I notice his Misfits hoodie, I am wearing the same ine. We are also wearing jeans and converse. We are wearing the same thing and we just met.
"Oh cool, and by the way nice outfit." He looks at it then looks at mine. He start to laugh and I do the same.
Suddenly the loud raining of the bell alarms us and I take him to the nearest bathroom knowing we would be pushed around. After everyone leaves the halls Gerard and I leave I quickly walk across the hall to my 7th period and collect my work telling the teacher what happened.
Gerard and I walk out of the school talking about bands and about our lives. I don't even realize that we were already at a point where Gerard stopped.
"This is my stop." He says.
"Oh," I say feeling slightly disappointed that I cannot continue to talk to him. But then I realize my house was only two houses down.
"Holy shit! I live so close!" I yell due to excitement pointing to my house.
"That's awesome!"
"Um Gerard?" I ask playing with my fingers due to nervousness.
"Yeah Frank?"
"Can we walk to school together tomorrow?"
"I was right about to ask you. So, yes!"
"Really? Oh cool! I'll see you tomorrow Gerard!" I say before running off running own house.
"Bye Frank!" I hear him yell back.
I do a cartwheel due to excitement, hoping Gerard didn't see.
Notes
Sorry about the short chapter!
thank you for all of the positive feedback in less than 24 hours!!!!! In so happy!
ps I am not rushing things so Frerard won't happen for a while... Sorry!
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7/27/14