It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

"I was wondering if I could talk to you in person about that?" I say, knowing it'll buy me some time.

"Oh alright, do you have a license?" She asks.

"Yeah, I do."

"Could you pick up Mikey and bring him to the hospital. I don't want Gerard to be alone."

"Of course! He'll be there in less than a half hour."

"Thank you so much Frank! I'll have to repay you somehow!"

"It's fine Mrs. Way, I mean Donna."

"Haha, I'll talk to you later Frankie."

"Bye." I say and hang up. I put my phone away. I start to walk towards Gerard's house.

~~~~~Time Lapse~~~~~

I knocked on the door twice and it opens almost Immidietly.

"Hey Frank, come on in." Mikey says and moving aside.

"I think we should head to the hospital though." I say pointing with my thumb behind me.

"Oh come on, I want to show you something, it'll only take a minute."

"Oh alright."

"It's down in the basement."

"What's in the basement."

"Gerard's room."

"W-wait, I can't go in Gerard's room." I say traveling down a flight if stairs.

"Sure you can. We're already here." Mikey says before opening the door. I take a step in the room and I am amazed by all of the work he put into making this basement special. The walls are a dark red with poster covering it, and the dark brown carpet it scattered with clothes and various comic books. I look at his bed and it's also littered with comic books an clothes.

Would Gerard clean it if we ever have-

SHUT THE HELL UP FRANK!

"Woah Frank your face just turn 50 shades of red. Thinking about you and Gerard having good times in here?" Mikey asks nudging me slightly.

"Shut up." I mumble rubbing my arm.

"Haha! I was just joking! Are you serious?" He laughs.

"I said shut up-" I say but I am alarme by the new batman edition, sitting peacefully on his bedside table with papers stacked underneath.

"Wow, is that-"

"The new batman? Yes, it is. Gerard never got a a chance to read it becuase if the accident but he wanted me to bring it. Can you go get it?" Mikey asks

"S-sure." I say and walk towards it. When I get to it I admire the art for a bit and then pick it up, seeing the paper underneath for a split second.

I recognize that hair, the nose, the lips, the eyes, the signature.

Gerard drew me. He drew me happy and laughing. Only my face and the top of my shirt. I never realized how amazing he was until I saw his drawings.

He was drawing me at the hospital.

I lift up that drawing of me and see another one.

And another one.

And another one.

And another one.

I release the papers and flip threw the thick pile which has at least 12 papers. They are all of me.

"Mikey, what the fuck is this?" I hiss. I'm pretty pissed becuase this is all weird and new for me. It's like he's stalking me. When I turn around I see more. Five pictures of me on the wall and when I see one,

I get pissed.

I'm laying down, shirtless, laying on my back in a bed with the sheets spread around.

"Look Frank, it isn't what you think. Gerard just-" Mikey starts.

"Gerard just what? I haven't known him for more than 3 days, and now he's drawing me in bed?!"

"Frank he just doesn't know what to do! This is his first relationship ever! I mean his first real relationship. He hasn't gotten any sleep since he met you. The only reason he has is because the doctors had to give him shots and he fucking hates needles! He's always talking about you, and I had to grip his throat and scream at him to 'shut the fuck up', and he stayed up all night drawing you and listening to Green Day! I'm pretty sure he is fucking in love with you, and at least I'm not showing you the special drawing!" He says and slaps his hand over his mouth.

"What special drawing?"

Notes

OMG I AM SORRY I POSTED THIS AGAIN
my sis was snooping around on the website and i cant let her find my book, so i had to delete the chapters that contained stuff