“N-no Gerard, I don’t.” I say.

“You’re lying.” He mumbles looking away and crossing his arms like a baby.

“Yeah, she’s pretty, but aren’t you forgetting something? The reason your here is because I’m gay! I told you I was gay, and when I hugged you, we fell into the street! It’s because I’m not into anyone! Anyone but you!” I yelled. I didn’t even pay much attention to what I even said. I just spoke letting words pour out of my mind like a waterfall.

He paused, eyes wide, and mouth slightly parted.

“What?!” I ask aggravated wondering what he is staring at.

“Y-y-you just said that you w-were interested in m-m-me….” Gerard says, and my eyes go wide and my face turns red with embarrassment. I just said that I was interested in Gerard. I look away not wanting him to see me.

I don’t have an excuse not to kiss him.

I don’t have an excuse not to hug him.

I don’t have an excuse not to touch him.

“I-I-I-I didn’t mean i-it.” Why am I stuttering so much? I gripped the small, grey backboard of the hospital bed.

I look up at him, and he is in a crawling position. I feel my chest get warm, and I know my blush has spread down to my chest as well.

“Are you sure?” He says trying to be seductive, and oh my God it’s working. He begins to crawl towards me and for some reason my limbs will not move. Like Gerard has me trapped in some sort of hypnosis.

When he finally reaches me, he sits up on his knees, and leans in close to my face.

“I asked you a question Frankie?” He says while wrapping his arms around my neck. His breath is warm, and smells of coffee.

I nod my head very slowly and I feel as if I shouldn’t have come today.

“I think you lying.” He whispers, tilting his head, and then it happens.

He kisses me.

It takes me a couple of seconds to comprehend what is actually happening. I let my eyes drift shut, and before I know it my lips are moving in sync with his. I bring my arms up, and run them through his hair.

He moans in my mouth, and it causes me to do the same. His lips are warm and soft.

He brings me closer, and then I feel a moist figure slide across my bottom lip. I open my mouth, and let his tongue invade, attacking mine.

“G-Gee…” I moan, and he holds me tighter and lifts me from the floor, and he lays down placing me on top of him, putting me between his legs, not breaking the kiss. I feel Gerard’s tongue slide across the top of my mouth and I accidently roll my hips. Creating friction that I desire so badly. Gerard stops kissing me, and slightly pulls away, enough to look me in the eyes.

“O-Oh my God…. I’m so sorry…” I say, and I jump off of Gerard. But before I can hit the ground I feel strong arms wrap around my stomach and pull me back. I fall on my back on the bed, and Gerard climbs over me, holding himself up by his forearms.

“I never said I wanted you to stop.” He whispers, and then continues kissing me. I kiss back fiercely and wrap my arms around him and hug him wanting to get as close as possible to him. This time Gerard doesn’t lick my lip, he just shoves his tongue in my mouth. I mean I don’t mind but… I really don't mind.

I feel cold hands on my stomach, and they trail up. I gasp, because it surprised me. Gerard feels my skin, and I tuck my hand in his shirt exploring his back. Luckily Gerard didn't have an IV in or anything in because it would make this a lot harder.

Gerard moves his head and our tongues fight for dominance, and I end up losing but I don’t mind Gerard licking all over my mouth. I moan into his mouth, and then I feel Gerard’s hips roll down against mine, and I realize how wonderful it feels. I moan and pull his black locks.

“Fr-Frankie. D-Don’t stop....” He whimpers.

I keep pulling hair and I fell his hand tread farther up my shirt until he reaches my nipples. I gasp, and then when he starts to play with them, I start to moan enjoying the feeling. All of a sudden Gerards stand up on his knees, sort of straddling me. I’m panting with my shirt halfway up my torso, and Gerard slowly grabs the ends of his shirt and lifts it up, and up until it is over his head. He drops it on the floor but he still has on the stupid hospital gown.

“I didn’t want to be seen in the retarded gown.” He says, looking away. I didn’t care, and I just wanted his lips back on mine again. I grab his hair, and yank him down making him yelp but I'm kissing him again. I find the top of the hospital gown, and look for the buttons, when I find then I rip them open, not caring if I ruin it.

I just wanted Gerard.

I wanted to feel his soft skin on mine.

I wanted to have our sweaty torsos rub against each other.

I want to lick his torso. All of it.

"Than why don't you." He mumbles into my mouth.

"What?" I ask pulling away.

"You want to lick my torso, all of it."

"Oh shit, did I say that aloud?"

"Yes, yes you did." He says and flips us so I'm straddling him.

"Well.... Don't be shy." He says and I slowly take the rest of his hospital gown off an he kicks it off leaving him in only his boxers.

I let my tongue fall out of my mouth and I approach Gerard's torso, but he squeezes my face making me stop about a centimeter away from his belly.

"Take of your clothes." He says.

"W-what?" I ask, hoping he won't make me.

"I'm almost naked, you need to be too." He says and I realize he is only in black boxer briefs.

I gulp and slowly straddle him again removing my shirt so he can see my two other tattoos which are the only one my mom would let me get, besides the jackolantern on my back. The one on my stomach with the two birds and my 'hope' with fire on my heart.

"Absolutely flawless." He mumbles.

I grip the waistband of my jeans and slowly pull then down revealing my black boxer briefs. At least I didn't wear my batman ones.

"All the way." He says determined to get me only in my underwear.

I lift my knees so I can kick them off along with my shoes with are super hard to get off without the laces being loose. Once there on the floor Gerard strokes down my arms giving me shivers, and goosebumps.

I lay down in between his legs and my tongue comes shooting out of my mouth and I gently set it on his stomach under his belly button and begin to go upward moving my head so I get a majority of his torso. He tasted so good.

No.

Not good.

He tasted delicious.

When I get to his nipple I keep my mouth on the left one and begin to play with it with my tongue.

"Ahh... Frankie...." He moans and I move to the next one. I bite down gently and he yelps.

"Your so hawt Gee!" I moan and he flips us over quickly and begins to grind into me.

I moan loving the feeling of his erection rubbing ferociously against mine.

There's no denim in the way now. We're only two pairs of thin fabric away. His grinds in me so much more now that I can feel him so much better now.

"Ahhh.... Ohhhh, Gee!" I yell out too loud than I should have.

He keeps moving but even harder and I have to bite my lips to stop an embarrassing moan but it doesn't work. He moans after words,

"Oh my God! Frankie! Ahh, Ahh, Ahh...." He whimpers, and I look at the locks of his hair sticking to his forehead and cheeks from sweat. He looked so fucking sexy.

I feel his arms trail down my stomach and I groan. He stops at the waist band of my boxers and hook his fingers in them. He looks at me with a smirk, and my eyes are wide and my mouth is parted. Gerard is probably huge. He begins to slowly pull down but slows down even more when he gets a centimeter in.

That's when I heard it.

The sound of the door opening.

Notes

was it good?