It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

Gerard’s P.O.V.

A white ceiling, a TV, a bathroom, a chair that Frank sat in, the hospital bed that Frank hid under.

Why did he leave me?

I mean, I obviously know. Why would anyone want to stay with me? I’m not attractive, and I almost got him killed. If I hadn’t have pushed him off of me, he would probably be dead.

When I fell I hit something in my throat causing me to throw up blood but the doctors said I would be fine. I also got another nurse. I told the doctors what Lindsey did to me, and they fired her. Now I have a much nicer nurse, Nurse Jamia.

Her and the doctors are the only nice ones. But they have to be kind.

Whatever, no one cares.



Frank’s P.O.V.

When we got to the hospital I thanked Mrs. Way, and Mikey, and I zoomed out of the car before they even had their seat belts off. I ran past the front desk, but was stopped and told to go back, and sign in. I did, and ran upstairs not wanting to wait for the elevator. I need to see Gerard. I get to Gerard’s floor and run to his room.

But when I put my hand on the door knob, I freeze losing the motivation to see him. I back up until I hit the wall on the other side of the hall. I think about Gerard. Would he even want to see me? Does he hate me considering I made his mouth bleed, and almost killed him?
While I’m think I find myself at the door again, and just think that I need my bag.

I’ll get my bag and leave.

I walk in and walk until I see Gerard.

Yeah, I’ll get it and-

“Gerard!” I yell running towards him and crash into his arms. I begin to sob in a matter of literally one second.

Immediately I feel his arms wrap around me, and cradle me like a baby who won’t stop crying. We stay like that for a few minutes until I hear the door open and Mikey, and Mrs. Way walk in. I step out of the way and wipe the tears off my cheeks.

“Oh Gerard! My baby! Are you alright? Does it hurt? Can you hear me? Oh Gerard!” Mrs. Ways says, and she hugs Gerard the same way I did.

“I’m fine Mom. I’m getting out tomorrow. It’ll all be fine.” He says as if he got a papercut, and hit by a car.

“Hello Mrs. Way, my name is Dr. Adams, and Gerard is doing just fine. I was wondering if I could talk to you in the hallway for a minute about Gerard’s condition?” Gerard’s doctors says as she shakes her hand.

“Of course.” She says and they both walk outside the hospital room, closing the door behind them.

“Hey Geetard.” Mikey says.

“Hey Milky Way.” Gerard says back.

“How are you feeling?” Mikey asks.

“Like I told Mom, I’m fine.” He says with a smile.

I accidently sniffle and alarm the both of them. I know I look like I have been crying. My nose is probably red, along with my cheeks.

“Um, I’m going to go check on Mom.” Mikey says, before walking over to me.

“Don’t screw this up.” Mikey whispers, and I look at him. I hug him, and whisper in his ear.

“Thank you s-so much.’ He pulls away and smiles, and then he leaves the room.

There is an awkward silence after we hear the door click, indicating its closed.

“I-I’m s-s-so sorry Gerard.” I say breaking the silence.

“Frankie, I’m not mad.”

“What?”

“I’m not mad.”

“You have to be though. I almost killed you!

“You almost killed yourself too.”

“Thats not the point! You need to be mad at me!”

Gerard stopped and it looked like he was thinking again. Then he grinned as if he thought of a plan.

"Oh, Ow! It hurts! My head hurts! Ah Frank! Come here!" I don't even realize that Gerard is using a sarcastic voice and run to him.

"Gee! Are you okay? Should I call a nurse!?" I ask touching the side if his head.

"No, there's only one thing that can make me feel better."

"What is it?! Gerard I'll do anything! Please tell me! You can't be hurting!"

Gerard grins and I don't even realize that I have fallen for his plan.

"Kiss me."

Notes

frerard wont happen for a while