Thoughts Of The Past

I went into my room and looked at the white outfit
A white long sleeve button up, and a white pencil skirt, that looked as if it would be awkwardly tight, I figured the more I looked at it the more I'd hate the lack of color
(FLASHBACK)
Its need five days since the day they got shot
I turned on my radio to hear a final broadcast from doctor death,
"its official , the killjoys
Party poison
Fun ghoul
Kobra kid
Jett star
And missile kid
Have been killed by BL\ind
That's it, this is my final broadcast, the world has lost its color
Doctor death. Out
They thought I was dead , at the time I was 10 , the only thing I could do was cry, I decided I'd stay hidden, after all BL/ind knew I was alive , and they'd catch up to me eventually, then I heard a gunshot from the radio, doctor death killed himself, live on air. That's it I thought
I had no one.
(FLASHBACK OVER)
When I snapped out of it I fell to the ground sobbing and I felt someone wrapping there arms around me
"Micah!? Are you ok? What is it" party said holding me
"a flashback , I get them alot about that's day I thought you got killed , nightmares too" I said drying my face
"its okay , we're here too stay, now get dressed okay?" he said hugging me tight then leaving the room
I stood up and looked at the god awful outfit, I picked up the shirt and put it on, it was really low cut and revealing
Those bastards at BL/ind look at women as sex toys
Next the skirt
After arguing with it for a good five minutes I finally got it on,
I looked In the mirror
I looked utterly ridiculous
But I still stuck out like a sore thumb ,
My hair
Every girl in battery city had the same straight hair, I had a straightener for my hair, but my hair was long falling just under my bust line ,
I had to cut it,
I couldn't risk getting caught
I walked into the other room and I guess party saw the annoyance in my eyes
"you look like one of them" he said
Unsure
Party didn't look half bad with black hair, it kinda suited him, and the white suit was almost the same color as his skin
As for ghoul he already had black hair , and the white suit just washed him out
"from now on you call me Gerard, and you call ghoul frank ok" he said
"okay , gerard you have to cut my hair, " I sighed
"but mi-" I cut him off
"just do it" I said
He walked over to where the scissors were and motioned for me to come over , so I did,
" I'd cut mine to but the guys in battery city all keep their hair in slicked back ponytails" he said looking at me
"just fucking do it" I said aggressively
I heard the clip of the scissors and saw a lock of my now black hair fall to the ground, I couldn't help but silently cry. Now I lost MY colors

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