Thoughts Of The Past

{MICAH P.O.V}

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP,
“holy fuck” i yelled as i went to turn the annoyingly loud alarm clock, but i overestimated the space left on my bed, and fell t the floor, hitting the night stand on the way down, causing the alarm clock to fall, hitting me on the face , still going off, i yanked the cord out of the wall to shut the damn thing up, as it was now blaring in my face, well not anymore, finally some quiet,
i lived on my own ever since the assholes at BL/ind killed my only family when i was 10
we called ourselves the killjoys
i was refered to then as missile kid
i haven't called myself they since they died
party poison
fun ghoul
jet starr
kobra kid
just thinking about them caused a tear to roll down my cheek
god i missed them
and the flashbacks and nightmares don't help
and those assholes at BL/ind are still out to get me
almost everyday i have to kill at least ten draculoids just to prevent getting captured and possibly killed
they think im gonna try and create another “kill joy gang” when im not, i could never do that
they could never be replaced,
ever
i was lost in thought and when i snapped out of it i realized i was crying
this was normal
since they died i've been going down a steep path of depression
and self harm


{FLASHBACK TO THE DAY THEY DIED }

as soon as party saw me he scooped me into his arms hugging me , but it was short lived and as soon as he stood up i heard gunfire,well laser fire
i remember covering my ears and singing “the light behind your eyes”
to try and drown everything out
when i looked up
oh god i wished i never looked up
korse had poision by his throat
then shot him in his neck killing him
instantly
NOOOOOOOOO! i remember screaming and crying
the killing of kobra and fun ghoul was a blur
it was all a blur untill jet grabbed my arm and drug me outside and then a van pulled up, saving me i got in
when i turned to reach for jet
i saw him dead on the hood of the car

i remember bawling , and then i was asleep, then i woke up home,
alone


{END OF FLASHBACK}

at this point i was sobbing on the ground,
then i heard a knock at the door
which was odd, noone knew about this place (in the middle of the friggin desert might i add)
exept four other people
the killjoys and they were dead
unless
could BL/ind have found me
shit

Notes

ok guys tell me what you think? about this new one,
i have a co-writer

(One_Of_The_Fabulous_Killjoys)

shell be around soon,