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Remembering All That Pain

It was so sudden

I walked onto the bus and Mikey looked up from his phone. "There you are! Where did you go? And you have sex hair...Gerard. Did you go to Frank's?" I looked down at the floor. "Yes, I did. But nothing happened...well mostly nothing..we kinda kissed a lot." I looked back up at Mikey and he was shaking his head. "I knew the second I saw Frank at the meet and greet, that this would happen. Gerard, you love him again, don't you?" He asked me. I let a small smile creep onto my face. "I never stopped, to be honest. I just lost hope of him ever waking up." Mikey smiled a little bit too. "Well, Gee. What are you going to do? You could either stay with your wife, or go back to Frank. But, there's different ways of looking at this, like goods and bads, I mean." I cocked and eyebrow. "Explain." I stated, and sat next to him on the small couch.

"Well, there's Lindsey. The good parts about her are that she loves you so much and she makes you happy. The bad parts are, she doesn't make you as happy as Frank did." I nodded and
motioned for him to keep going.

"Then there's Frank. He makes you happier than anything I've ever seen and he was you're first love, but he did also hit you with a car when he was out drinking." He said.
"Mikey, he went out drinking because he thought he had lost me and he was sad." I stated, in Frank's defense. Then I realized it.
It was Frank I wanted. I came to his defense in a split second. A look of realization washed over my face. I looked at Mikey. "Exactly. You know who you want now, don't you." He asked and I nodded my head. "I wan't Frank." I said, then grabbed my phone. I pulled up Lindsey's contact, and hit call, then put it up to my ear.
"Hello?" She answered after a few rings.
"Hey, Lindsey, we need to talk." I said.
"Yeah, Gee?" She asked.
"Lindsey,I think we should get a divorce. I'm sorry, I just love Frank and I think you deserve better than me anyway."I said quickly. I could hear her sobbing into the phone. "I'm so sorry, Lindsey." I said, then hung up. I stood up, and ran off the tour bus. I ran all the way down down the road, and all the way to Frank's. I rang the doorbell, and hunched over from panting.
Frank opened the door and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. He yawned. "Gerard?" He said, and I smashed my lips together with his. I quickly tangled my hands in his hair and pulled it a little bit, causing him to gasp. I used this as a way to slip my tongue into his mouth.
We pulled away a few minutes later, gasping for breath.
"G-Gerard? I don't understand any of this. I thought you were in love with Lindsey?" He said. "I am in love with her, but I love you so much more, Frankie. I told Lindsey I want a divorce." Frank's eyes widened. "Frankie, I want to be with you. I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. I miss you so fucking much it hurts." He smiled at me and pulled me in for a hug.
"I love you Frankie."
"I love you too, Gee."