Dig It

The rest of the class I sat in silence, I got a few stares from some of the girls and jocks, I looked at frank once or twice, he just ignored me, as soon as a the bell sounded I shot up giving me a little head rush, I headed for my locker, just as I was putting my text books in I felt someone grab my wrist, they spin me around so I faced them, I was mikey "what the fuck gerard!?" He looked angry "what?" "You can't just 'disappear' for two year then suddenly reappear with new hair and act like everythings fucking fine and dandy!" He shouted I got a few looks, put my head down and turned my back so I could close my locker, I slammed it hard and walked off I ignored mikey while he shouted my name three times, I headed to the bleachers and sat down on a bench, I lit a cigarette, I sucked in a long drag and blew in through my nose I heard deep voices and laughs, I puffed the rest out and turned my head, five jocks and frank were coming my way, 'fuck' I grabbed my rucksack and began to walk until I heard a jock named brendon call after me "yo way!" He shouted, two others joined in, soon enough I heard running steps coming towards me, ben and dan pinned me to the ground, the other four looked down at me brendon hovered over me "I see you and frankie hear have something to talk about" he sniggered 'shit!' I thought, "no we don't"I stuttered frank stood to my left, my eyes looked on to his "well?" He said harshly "nothing!" I shouted, he kicked my side hard I screamed in pain "what was that for!" "For being a sick pervert and a fag!" He sneered kicking me again, I tried to curl in pain but ben and dan had my pressed against the grass "fuck! Ow!" I cried, they all laughed until I got yanked up "tell the fucking truth!" Brendon snarled "do it" ben whispered in my ear "okay!" "Okay what?" Brendon said "I was a girl for a while!" I admitted it, finally, "why!" Frank questioned, kicking my in the crouch, "ah shit!!!" I screamed in pain "WHY!" He shouted "b-because!, because I didn't want to be picked on ok! I was scared of being myself, I just wanted to be someone else!"I sobbed, the boys laughed, the other two just stood there and watched sniggering at me in pain "you're pathetic" brendon walked up and got in my face he spat in my eye before punching me I heard a loud crack , the boys let me go, I flopped to the floor like a rag doll I watched as they walked away leaving me alone on the damp grass, I cried in pain, curling into a ball sobbing my heart out until I pasted out from the pain, the last thing I felt were rain drops fall on my cheek

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