Loud Silence (Gerard Way)

It happened. I knew this would happen one day, she told me many times, but would have preferred that person, which would be both immortal love or would die with me. My tears would not stop falling. She was gone, and could not do anything about it. I had to bring her back, or I had to go with her. I went to the bathroom, my face was like shit, locked the door locked , I was sure of this and I don't want anyone to stop me. I was dressed in black. Went up my sleeves and searched my razor in the drawer. The tears were unstoppable. I pulled the knife on my left wrist and I introduced as much as I could. " Helena " read between each cut. The gray pottery was stained with blood and gave a gloomy aspect to the landscape. The pain was more than I felt inside and started cutting deeper.
"Why you left, Helena!? " I screamed and passed out.
"Gerard Way, open the damn door!" Someone screamed waking me up, was still lying had no strength. He screamed louder and assumed it was Mikey, then punched in the door's wood, I don't care if they broke it, Helena was gone, the person who taught me everything was gone. There was a crack and followed this game wood fell before my eyes.
"Gerard !" Mikey shouted and ran towards me, behind him were Ray and Frank watching the scene. They shook their heads and ran to help Mikey
"Let me" I whispered, " I need her " I said as Frank and Ray Mikey helped lay on my bed.
"Gerard , what have you done?" Frank said with watery eyes "She's fine, is in a better place" said trying to calm me.
"Why would she leave ? I need her" I asked them, not expecting an answer, I knew they hadn't. Ray had left the room and return wiyh a medicine cabinet with a red cross on it. Could not move "Leave me alone" I claimed.
"Don't think we'll do after that, Gerard" heard from Ray who disinfect my wounds. There was nothing all.
"I promise not to do it " lied "I need time alone" Mikey looked at me scared and took with him the leaflets and the pills kept in the bathroom
"I don't trust, Gerard. We'll be back" finished and closed the door behind Ray and Frank
Add up all my strength and stood up. I left without realizing it. I heard sobs from Mikey, he also hurt, I take the keys to the black Ford and left the house.
Sunny day, I hate them.

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