2nd October 1999 – Saturday
Gerard woke up hangover from the party he had been to the previous night. He had gotten pretty drunk, however not drunk enough to forget what he had done. He groaned into his pillow in agony at the splitting headache and the memory.

“Yo Gee, my man. So you ready for tonight?” Gabe asked him whilst slinging an arm around his shoulder.

“As ready as I can be really, it's my first party and I already plan on getting laid.” Gerard chuckled, trying to hide his nervousness.

Gabe laughed a bit. “About time to as well. You really came to the right person for help.”

Gerard gave him an unsure smile. “Yeah.”

So how do you plan on doing this, do you top or do I top?” Gabe asked.

Gerard scrunched up his brows in confusion, then opened his mouth once he understood what Gabe was asking. “Gabe what the fuck dude, no way.” He said in a loud whisper. “When I said I'd need your help getting laid I didn't mean I wanted to fuck you or visa versa. I meant that you could help set me up with someone. It would be really weird fucking a friend.”

Gabe made an 'oh' face of understanding. “Figures, I didn't think you'd be that bold. By the way it's totally not weird to fuck a friend, I fucked Pete once and we're still tight bros.”

Gerard scrunched up his face in disgust. “Please tell me that happened before he started dating Patrick.”

Gabe mock gasped at him. “Gerard Way, I'm a sex maniac, not an asshole. How many times do I have to say that. I wouldn't just fuck someone that's already taken. Jesus Christ even that's fucked up for me.”

Gerard giggled at Gabe. “Ok Gabe, I totally believe you for what it's worth.

Gabe smiled back at him. “Thank you Gee, now come on let's get you laid.”

-Time Lapse -

Gerard pulled on his pants as the other guy, Jake, laid in bed staring at him, covers pulled over his hips, leaning against the pillows and smoking a cigarette. He had been lucky enough to find some guy who had been gentle on him so he wouldn't feel it so much in the morning. As he finished getting dressed he turned to the guy. “Thanks for everything you know, like actually taking it easy and not ripping me apart the very first time I get fucked.”

Jake chuckled a bit, blowing out some smoke. He wasn't unattractive, in fact the very opposite. He had pale skin and messy brown hair. His face was sort of round but slim, dotted with freckles and with big green eyes. “No problem dude, it's not fun fucking someone if they're not enjoying it you know. I'd rather people be screaming in pleasure rather than in pain.”

Gerard smiled at him. “Thanks man, seriously, I appreciate it.”

Jake grinned back. “So did I.” He said winking.

Gerard laughed a loud and honky laugh. “Ok then, I'm gonna scoot. See you around Jake.”

“See ya Gee.” He replied, waving his hand with the cigarette in it, vaguely making Gerard anxious that he was going to set something on fire.

He smiled back one last time and stepped out of the door, closing it behind him. He felt around in his pockets to make sure he had everything and to his surprise he did. He had taken a ride with Gabe but he figured he should take a cab back home, mainly because he couldn't really drive since he was still a bit drunk, and Gabe definitely couldn't. Besides, Gabe would most likely just crash at whoever's house Gerard was at. He thought that maybe he could too, since it was pretty late and getting a cab this late in New Jersey was risky business, but immediately brushed off the thought as he caught Frank out of the corner of his eye with Jamia.

No, he thought, he was definitely not staying at this party a second longer. He made his way to the front door as quickly as he could, in the crowd of people, and as he stepped outside he just hoped no one had spotted him.

Thinking about it, Gerard remembered how great the sex had been, he was expecting it to hurt a lot more, but Jake had taken it slowly and made sure to not hurt him, always asking if he was okay. Yeah it had burnt a bit, but it was bearable and after a while, hardly noticeable. His ass was a little sore, but he just supposed it was totally worth it after the awesome orgasm he had had last night. He grinned to himself, he had muscle cramps in places he didn't know he could get muscle cramps, a sore ass, and a headache, but he was no longer a virgin, and the first time he had sex had been purely awesome. The more he remembered his night, the more he understood why house parties were so amazing.

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Frank woke up feeling exhausted, he had had virtually no sleep, and not just because of the party. He had laid awake in his bed for over two hours after he got home just thinking. Mainly about what he had seen at the party, more accurately, who. The first glance Frank took by accident he had thought nothing of it, just a pale guy with dark hair, but then he did a double take and noticed how out of place and awkward he looked, and more importantly the girly face. What Gerard had been doing at a party, Frank had no idea, but he did spend over two hours dwelling on it.

For the entire year Frank had been best friends with Gerard he had never once been to a party, no matter how much Frank or the others begged, Gerard had never gone. Yet there he had been, and Frank knew he had been there a while too, considering it was already 2 in the morning when Frank had spotted him heading out. From his knowledge the party had started at 9, and when he asked around he found out that Gerard had arrived with Gabe at around 10.

He had to come up with a way to find out what Gerard was doing there, he figured calling Gabe would probably be the best solution for him, and if Gabe didn't know then he'd just have to resort to calling Mikey, even though he didn't really want to speak with him considering Mikey was slightly pissed at him, and the kid knew how to hold a grudge.

He picked up his phone and dialed Gabe's number, praying to whatever forces that he'd be up and would answer his phone. After a few rings he finally heard a groan from the other side of the line.

“Frank what the fuck?” Gabe croaked into his phone. “Do you have any idea what time it is?”

Frank chuckled. “Dude it's like midday.”

“Fuck.” Gabe breathed into the phone. “Way too fucking early. What do you want Iero?”

Frank chuckled a bit more. “I was just wondering about Gerard I mean, I think I saw him yesterday at the party and I'm pretty sure I wasn't hallucinating or anything. I mean for one I wasn't even that drunk, and I wasn't high, and secondly, I don't think any amount of drugs could create a hallucination that trippy, Gerard Way at a party.” He said.

“Yeah,” Said Gabe with a hint of a smirk in his voice. “Gerard was at the party, can I go back to sleep now?”

“Hold your horses,” Frank said. “Just what the fuck was Gerard doing at a party?” He said, frowning in confusion.

Gabe sighed. “What are you his mom? And if you really must know Gerard was at a party getting laid, you know losing his v card and all.”

Frank felt his stomach drop, Gerard had been losing his virginity, at a party. He couldn't even focus on the sadness and jealousy that had coiled in the pit of his stomach, to concentrated on the fact that losing your virginity at a party was definitely not the best idea. “Do you happen to know who he lost it to?” Frank asked a bit more weakly than what he would've liked it to have come out.

“Jesus fucking Christ it's like I'm in interrogation. Yes I do, Jake Waters, you know him. Can I fucking go back to sleep now?” Gabe asked a bit more irritated.

“Yeah sure, don't let me keep you up.” Frank said, hanging up the phone after Gabe muttered what sounded like adios, or asshole, Frank wasn't sure.

He was torn between many feelings, relief that Gerard had lost his virginity to Jake Waters, because Frank had lost his asshole virginty to that dude too and he knew he took things easy and gently, so Gerard would most likely be ok, jealousy because Jake was also fucking gorgeous, and he could win Gerard's heart anyday. But mostly he was too busy asking himself what the fuck? Because Gerard was apparently gay and he had no idea all this time. Now that he thought about it he had no idea how he hadn't even noticed, Gerard acted almost as gay as Pete Wentz, and that was saying something.

He shoved his face back into his pillow groaning from the lack of sleep and all this new found information and decided to go back to sleep. If Jamia called he'd just have to say he wasn't up for anything today.

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Mikey started eyeing Gerard suspiciously when he came upstairs, looking cheery. Which never happened soon after Gerard woke up. When he started to do favors for Mikey and not answering him sarcastically Mikey finally had enough, he cornered him in the kitchen and began his questionnaire. “Why are you so cheery today?” Mikey asked, making sure to keep his tone neutral, not that he had to try too hard these days.

Gerard looked around nervously, everywhere except Mikey's eyes. “No reason at all, Jesus can't I be cheery without my brother being all over my ass.” He finally answered, trying to cover up his nervousness with snappiness. It didn't work on Mikey though, he knew his brother too well.

He looked at him for a few seconds. “Where were you last night? You came home pretty late.”

Gerard sighed. “Look I was at a party okay.”

Mikey snorted. “Yeah right, where were you really?”

Gerard looked him dead in the eyes. “I told you, I was at a party.” And Mikey knew he wasn't lying, because Gerard wasn't able to hold eye contact when he was lying.

“What were you doing at a party?” Mikey asked, raising an eyebrow and tone more curious.

“You really don't want to know Mikes.” Gerard said.

“C'mon it can't be that bad.” Mikey pressed, and saw the exact moment in Gerard's eyes where he realized Mikey wasn't going to let up.

Gerard sighed a bit. “I went to a party to lose my virginity.” He mumbled quietly looking down.

Mikey almost choked on his spit because he had seen and heard way too much stuff that was so not like Gerard in the time frame of just a few hours. “So, uh, how did it go?” He asked, trying to be supportive instead of bash him, he was clearly embarrassed.

Gerard looked up at him smiling. “Great actually, the dude was pretty hot and really nice.”

Mikey looked at him unsurely. “You're not hurt or anything are you?” He asked.

Gerard rolled his eyes. “I'm fine Mikes seriously, sometimes it seems like you're the older brother. But thanks for you know, worrying.”

Mikey brought him into a hug. “It doesn't matter if I'm the older brother or not. But I am your brother and I love you, so I obviously care for you and worry.” He whispered into Gerard's ear, pulling away afterward.

Gerard smiled up at him. “Thanks Mikes, I love you too.”

Notes

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