It's been a few days since I last saw Frank. We were supposed to meet up a couple of times for the music thing but he blew me off. We're supposedly meeting up tonight at my house but I doubt it. My song and lyrics are coming together quite nicely...I think. Well at least I hope so. I don't know all of this feels so weird because I was so used to Frank bugging me with all those sexual jokes but now it almost seems as if he's avoiding me. Did I do something wrong? Wait why am I worrying so much, I never care about anyone else unless........AHAHAHAno I am not falling for Frank Iero my asshole of a neighbour. That is dumb ahah..hah... that's dumb right? Okay fuck no Veronica stop it. You hate him, he's an ugly, perverted asshole....okay beautiful, perverted asshole. Whatever I'm probably just overreacting all of this, I haven't had a friend that was a guy in a long time then again not just a guy friend. An actual friend, although I don't know whether he'd consider me as a 'friend'.

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kayy, it's 8:30 pm and he was supposed to be here at 7:30 pm. Just as I guessed he's blowing me off for the fourth time this week. I'll just do this by myself yet again. My mom's out probably getting drunk with random dudes at the bar, so coffee for dinner it is. I went back up to my room, put the coffee on my bed side table and grabbed my guitar from under the window frame. I opened the window to take get a bit of fresh air only to have my breath taken away. In the house opposite of mine, home to the Iero's was Frank making out with some bimbo looking blonde. Okay so what I don't care, we're not even dating. He can make out with whoever he wants. But I just can't help to feel a wave of jealousy crash through me. Do I, Veronica Haynes have feelings for the boy next door?

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