Mikey's pov

i couldn't help crying as I heard Gerard and frank fucking each other. I wished it would be me and it hurts even more knowing that out of anyone it could be that it's frank. I can't even see what gee likes in him he's just a fucking dick.

'Yea because even if you were a total douche bag, jock, ass wipe I'd still like you because your thin, yea that sounds right'

maybe it is because frank is so small...I mean there's no way I could become his height but I could become his weight.
Frank probably weighs like what? 100-110 pounds and I weigh 135, or at least that's what I was last time I went to the doctors and Ive probably gained more weight as time has passed.

i guess working out could help me loose the weight but I'm not going to use the schools gym or workout room and there's no work out equipment at home.

As I tried to think of ways to loose weight I heard Gerard from downstairs.

"louder!" He yelled.

And then Franks "GERARD!" As I'm sure he had just orgasmed.

Another sob escaped my throat and ray pulled me into his chest. "Shh Mikey just ignore it."

I tried to stay quiet as not to wake ray but I couldn't just ignore my brother fucking a dirtbag.

---

My alarm went off waking both me and ray.
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you." I whispered

"it's fine-" he yawned. "whoa mikey!"

"What?" I asked.

"You look like shit! Did you even sleep at all last night?" He asked worriedly.

"No I was busy listening to my brother fucking a douche." I grumbled feeling like I was about to cry again.

"Oh Mikey. I'm sorry." Ray said pulling me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around him as he held me making me feel somewhat better and then my door opened.

"Mikey are you up yet- what the fuck?" Gerard said as he took in the scene before him.

I quickly let go of ray and hid behind him.

"Mikey would you like to explain why rays in your fucking room?" he asked angrily.

I shook room my head even though he couldn't see it.

"Why don't you move out the way so I can see my brother?" He snapped at ray.

"because you don't want to see him right now. He looks like shit from being up all night crying because of- ow!" Ray said as I punched him to get him to shut up.

"How long have you even been here you creep?" Gerard asked ray. Gerard wasn't normally rude to anyone but he always seemed to dislike ray for some reason.

"I've been here all night and I plan to come back over after school so why don't you let us get ready and then we'll see you later." Ray said and then slammed the door in Gerard's face.

"T-thanks ray I owe you." I said shakily.

"you can pay me back later don't worry about it." He smiled as he then went into the bathroom to change while I changed out in the main part of my room.

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During lunch I sat down at my normal table and waited for ray since he was buying lunch. I decided against lunch because I had finally figured out that to loose weight I was going to starve myself.

It was the fastest and easiest way and even though I will get hungry eventually every time I see frank and Gerard together it will be motivation and make me not want to eat.

thats how much I love Gerard. I'd rather not eat another day in my life than to have to be stuck as just his brother all my existence. Plus from my table I have a full view of
frank sneaking kisses to Gerard every chance he can.
God that kid makes me sick.

"Did you forget your lunch?" Ray asked as he sat down. "You can have some of mine if you want."

"no It's fine, I'm not hungry."

"Still not feeling good after last night huh? " he asked giving me a sympathetic glance.

"Yea I guess you could say that."

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