Don't tell mom

Mikey's pov

"get off me you motherfucker!" Frank laughed as he tried to shove gerard off him.
Apparently during the the movie I had missed whatever part caused gerard to jump onto frank and tickle him like crazy and basically dry fuck him on the floor.

"No not until you give in." Gerard smirked trying to pin frank down again.

"Seriously you fucker I'm like half of your size!" Frank laughed as gerard tickled his ribs. That was true frank was half, no maybe a quarter of Gerard's size so whatever they were arguing about gerard still had the advantage.

"That's not my fault your tiny!" Gerard laughed still struggling to hold frank down.

I just remained watching from the corner of the room not saying anything. I never say anything. Well no that's a lie I do say stuff just not to frank or gerard and especially not when they're together.

"I'm also extremely thin and breakable now get off!" Frank yelled and managed to flip gerard over onto his back with a loud thump.

"damn the thin boy got strength." Gerard smirked.

"Shut up you love me and my tiny body ." Frank joked.

"yea frank because even if you were a fucking complete douche bag, jock, asswipe I'd love you just because you were thin. Yea that sounds right." Gerard said rolling his eyes.
"But either way thin boy I'm still right."

"You can kiss my ass." Frank laughed and then climbed off of Gerard. "I'm always right." He smirked. As he stood he looked over at me and his smile dropped from his face.

frank doesn't like me...at all. I know for a fact he hates me or else he wouldn't be such a dick on purpose around me. Every time I'm around him or even just walk into a room to get something he frowns at me and waits for me to leave him and gerard alone.

I dont think him and gerard are dating but with my luck of course they'll end up together if they're already not. personally I think Gerard can do way better than that asshole.

i mean I guess I shouldn't be mad about it but it does hurt seeing someone you love with another person.

Yea I love my brother.

And no not just in a 'oh he's my brother' so I love him way, no more like a I want to hug, kiss, and fuck him kind of way.

"mikey what's wrong you look scared" Gerard asked looking over to me from his spot on the floor ignoring franks grunt of annoyance.

I just sat there and played with the ends of my sleeves. "Can I go over rays?" I asked hoping he'd say yes so I could get away from them being all over each other.

See ray is my only friend. That's it, no one else likes me enough to even consider me an acquaintance but I was lucky enough to be paired with ray for a project in freshman year and now we've become best friends.

"mikey I'm watching you tonight while mom and dad are out remember? That means you have to stay here." Gerard said stating the obvious.

"Oh..can he come over here?" I asked hoping he could, because right now I could really use someone to talk to.

"Mikes it's like almost midnight he can't come over now that's against moms rules."

"Franks against moms rules." I snapped back without thinking.

"Excuse me?" Frank asked standing up and walking infront of me.

"nothing bye." I said to him as I quickly ran upstairs before they could see I was crying.

"Mikey wait!" I could hear gerard yell for me but I didn't want to go back to his room and watch him flirt with frank the rest of the night and feel my heart shatter into pieces for what must be the thousandth time this week. Instead I pulled out my phone and called ray.

"Hello?" He answered.

"Ray he fucking hates me!" I cried into the phone.

"Whoa mikey calm down no one hates you."

"Yes they do! Frank hates me and so does gerard! They won't even let me hang out with you and they know you're my only friend! They said no cause it was to late and 'against moms rules' yet that motherfucker is allowed to stay!"

"mikey just calm down are you okay?" He asked calmly.

"No I want you here." I whispered into the phone.

"Open you're window I'll be there in five and I'm crashing there." He stated.

"O-Okay thank you ray." I said honestly. I was extremely thankful for ray. Without him I'd be in pieces. Literally.

After almost seven minutes ray climbed into my room. "You okay mikey?" He asked.

I shook my head no and he came over and wrapped me up in his arms. "Mikey you have to forget about frank okay? He's not worth you crying over. He's a total douche bag and not anything to worry about." Ray said.

Ray was almost more of a brother to me than Gerard was because he actually cared. He worries about me and comforts me when I'm upset unlike Gerard who just ignores it.

"If frank really does hate you it's his loss your amazing. You know that Mikey right?"

I shrugged and ray sighed. "Oh mikey if only they knew how much they were hurting you...you need to tell Gerard and maybe that could fix this."

"They aren't going to know how much they hurt me ray. We've talked about this and I'm not telling Gerard, he'll just hate me even more."

"you don't know that until you try."

"I know enough to figure out he wants me to leave him the fuck alone so just leave it ray okay. I'm going to bed." I said rudely and then threw the covers over my head.

Ray climbed underneath the covers with me and said "mikey really it's his loss not yours." Then I fell asleep.

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