September 16th (Gerard Way/MCR)

Rosalina's POV.
"Well,It all started when my mom started to date the guy she told who was my father named Austin."I began.
"My grandma was always over when my mom went to the store or something and Austin always liked staying home.But one day my grandma couldn't come over so I was left alone with Austin.That was the day he started to sexually abuse me.He did rape me and I told my mom but she didn't believe me.So when he found out that I told he did it again but this time I went mute.The only who understood why I went mute was my grandma.I was super close to her.After that year I turned 12,My grandma then got cancer but that's not how she died.One day I was over at my grandma's house with my cousin Sarina.She was watching the music video to Helena on MTV when I walked in on her in the living room.That's when I got into MCR.Ever since,You guys have been my favorite band.My grandma died when I turned 13.She got shot by Austin then that's how Austin died.He shot himself after he relized what he had done."I wiped away my tears away from my blue and green eyes.
"That's when my depression hit hard on me.I started starving and self harming,I was also still mute,But not like I would just skip one meal and I just cut once or twice.It was like I never ate for almost a month,I cut like almost 17 times a day and never talked to anyone.Around when I turned 14 my mom got into another relationship.It was good for a few months but I still never talked,I also kept harming myself.But he then became abusive.He hit my mom and even me.That's when my self desruction got worse.I started drinking and smoking pot.Then when I finally turned 15,I stopped it all.I was able to eat again,I stopped my self harming two days before I went into the 10th grade.I started talking to my best friend April.I stopped drinking easily but it took me til this year's July for me to stop smoking.But I stopped because of MCR.I kept thinking about all the songs you guy have wrote and I finally brought myself to stop.My Chemical Romance saved my life."I said then started to sobb so hard almost to the point where I couldn't hardly breathe.I felt Gerard pull me into his lap.
"You shoudn't blame yourself.You did the right thing,Rosalina.You can't change the past."Gerard whispered and I nodded."I guess so."I said then pulled up my jacket sleeves.There was white little and big scars from wrist to my forearms."I'm so glad I was able to stop.I was probably gonna die if I kept on cutting."I said truthfully.
"Then I would have found you and you wouldn't be here with me,Bandit,Lindsey or the rest of the guys."He told me."The band means so much to me."I said then let out a loud sobb."Sh..It's okay."Gerard cooed into my ear.I felt him wipe away my tears.
Gerard's POV.
My daughter has been through hell and back.She didn't deserve to live miserable,She deserved happiness and God damnit.She was going to get it!

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