So Long And Good Night

I felt my heart suddenly jump out of my chest.
"M-me... Perform with......." I trailed off, letting it sink in.
"I mean you don't need to, but I would love you too, when we perform Helena, you are amazing at singing that," He smiled.
"Uh- I...." I stopped and thought for a moment. What If I go wrong? What if the fans hate me? What If i get shit thrown at me? What if i break down on stage and run?
"None of that will happen, trust me," He reassured me.
"I said that outloud didn't I," I looked down at my feet.
"Yeah... So will you? please?" He said, with desperation in his words.
"Uh... Ill try..." I trailed off. Immediately, Gerard hugged me and giggled.
"BEST SISTER IN THE WORLD," He shouted, letting go of me and running off- I presumed he was going to tell the others.
I sighed loudly, walking off stage and meeting Mikey and Frank, who were both drinking coffee.
"Finished setting up?" I said, sitting down beside them.
"Yup" Frank grinned." Is what Gerard shouted true?"
"Yup," I sighed, " He is one weird motherfucker,"
"I can't wait to perform with you," Frank winked, putting down his empty mug and walking away, leaving me and Mikey, awkwardly standing there.
"So... What song you performing with us?" Mikey asked, looking me in the eye.
"Helena, Gerard heard me in the shower when I was singing," I went a little red, and scratched the back of my neck.
"Wait... how could he have heard you when you have your own shower in your room?" Mikey raised an eyebrow, smirking at me.
"It isn't like that! He came into my room to tell me that you guys were leaving, but he heard me singing so he just stayed..." I trailed off.
"Gerard, what are we going to do with you?" Mikey sighed, putting his mug on the side next to Franks. I suddenly felt my phone vibrating and picked it up. Then my heart froze.
PRIMROSE<3was printed in big letters across my screen. I slid my finger across the unlock screen.
"H-hello?" I stuttered.
"LYDIA!" I heard Prim shout down the phone, as if she was crying. A tear slid down my face. This was the voice I have been wanting to hear.
"Oh my god, Prim I'm so sorry," I cried down the phone.
"Seriously, its fine, don't worry, I just needed to know you were ok," She sniffled.
"Yeah, I'm fine, what have mom and dad been saying?" I say.
"They have gone looking for you, I doubt they will find you anyway, I just need to delete my call history," She said in a happy tone.
"Ok, Thanks," I said, breathing out heavily.
"So, who are you with? I can hear voices in the background," Prim asked curiously. I looked over to Mikey, who nodded. I guess he heard our conversation.
"Funny story... I went into starbucks in a town and I kind of met My Chemical Romance and heheh, I'm now standing right by Mikey," I said, removing my phone from my ear, so Prim didn't scream down my ear.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT HOW GOD I-" Prim stoped and breathed heavily. I put her on speaker, so everyone hear could hear her.
"Just please, explain otherwise when I see you again- If i see you again, I will have to rip your lungs out," Prim said, trying to act calm.
"Ok ok, I was in Starbucks in a run down town and The staff were bitches and treated me like shit, My Chem came in the shop and helped me, asked If i wanted to go on tour with them after I told them about what happened at home, then... I'm here backstage of tonights performance," I say, taking a big bretah after what I just said.
"You one lucky son of a bitch," Prim muttered, making Mikey laugh."Who was that in the background? I recognise that laugh,"
"That was-" I got cut off by Mikey who shouted down the phone.
"ME," He shouted, making Prim yelp.
"WHO THE FUCK IS ME AND ME YOU JUST RAPED MY EAR," She shouted.
"Guess," Mikey smirked at me and we both started laughing.
"Really? Lyd, if you make me guess whoever that is will know your massive crush on-" I cut her off."OKOK ITS MIKEY" I shout down the phone.
"Oh shit, wait I just said hi to Mikey?" She said in disbelief.
"The one and only," I smirk.
"Hello there my dear Prim," He says, grinning at me.
"1. Hello, 2. DON'T EVERY SHOUT DOWN THE PHONE AGAIN,"She groaned.
" Just did," Mikey sassed.
"So its true that you are annoying," Prim giggled. I heard a door slam down Prims line.
"SHIT MUM IS HOME," She whispered "SEE YOU SOON,"
"Prim seems like a nice person," Mikey smirked," You must have a strong relationship with her,"
"Yeah," I sigh. "What time is it?"
" Nearly time, its 7," He replied, getting up from his seat.
"When are you performing Helena?" I ask, feeling nervous.
"Don't worry, were performing that last so you have plenty of time," Mikey shrugged.
"Have a good time performing," I smirk, walking to Gerards dressing room. I knocked on the door and waited for Gerard to reply.
"Come in," He said. I walked in and saw him putting eye make up on.
"You wear more make up than me," I roll my eyes, making him chuckle.
"Hey, you have to dress up too," He smirked, walking over to his closet. He grabbed something and closed the doors.
"Close your eyes," He simply said, so I did. he turned around and walked up to me.
"Open!" He shouted. I saw the dress from the video "Helena", which was what Helena was wearing. It was a beautiful dress, and I would be wearing it, on stage.... With My Chemical Romance.
"Gee..." I said, struggling for words. " The dress is amazing,"
"I know, now, you don't have to but if you wanna put any make up on, feel free too, and there is a bathroom to put on the dress opposite this room, now I have to go and perform, Ill see you in an hour or two," Gerard winked, handing me the dress and walking out of the room. I went out of the dressing room and into the bathroom. I slid on the dress and walked back into the dressing room, too see some Make up. I put some red eye shadow on like how Gerard puts it on normally and then put some eyeliner on aswell. Once I was happy, I walked to the side of the stage. At the moment, they were performing "Im Not Okay"
"IM NOT OKAY, IM NOT OKAY," Gerard shouted down the mic. I looked to the audience and saw fans screaming and singing along. I was so lucky to meet them, otherwise I would just be one of those fans, I guess i still am one.
After they had finished that song, they sang The ghost of you. The music video makes me cry, especially because Mikey dies.
" At the end of the world,
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me"Gerard sang, with the audience waving in time with the beat. Mikey looked over to me and smirked, so I pulled a face which made him try not to laugh on stage. Gerard looked to Mikey who was trying not to laugh and raised an eyebrow. I glared at Mikey, so Gerard wouldn't notice me, but knowing Mikey, he looked over to me, making Gerard look in my direction. I grinned innocently, and Gerard smirked.
"Well, We have a very special guest tonight, especially for you guys, would you like to come up here?" Gerard smirk was so big i would hit it off right then and there. I slowly walked up the stairs and made my way onto stage, glaring at Gerard, who was just laughing. Then I heard a big round of applause and I grinned. Mikey was literally nearly dying from holding in his laughs, and frank and Ray were just confused. I took Gerards Mic from him.

Notes

Woo .o/