"I swear I should be the older brother," Mikey sighed.
"You know, it’s been awesome meeting you guys, but I just don't know if I can stay, I mean I would love too, it’s been like a dream, but I would be putting you guys under so much stress," I explained.
"Lyd, trust me, we really want you to come with us. Gerard went through what you did at school, and he felt like it was his duty to help you," Mikey replied. "Also, none of us mind you coming, and it will be like having a sister on tour with us,"
"Wow, this means so much to me, thanks," I blushed.
"No problem, I think Gerard went into that shop there," Mikey pointed at the girls shop. Really? Gerard went into a shop before us.
"I see what you mean when you should be the older brother," Me and Mikey both giggled. We walked into the shop, and it was a pretty awesome shop, although, we found Gerard looking at the Bras.
"Gerard, why are you looking at the bras?" I asked.
"U-urhmmm," He blushed, and walked away quickly. I slowly figured out why and I called him.
"GERARD ARTHUR WAY!" I shouted, blushing at why he had been looking. Mikey walked over.
"What was that all about?" He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Gerard was looking at the bras for me," I blushed even harder. Mikey processed it slower than me, and burst into laughs.
"Oh Gerard, what are we going to do with you," Mikey laughed."Anyway, see anything here you like?"
"Euhm," I looked at some t-shirts that I had an eye on. It had "Look alive, Sunshine," On it in white, and another that had a unicorn on it and it said "I’m a fucking unicorn" printed on it.
"I like these ones," I picked up the 2 t-shirts, and Mikey smiled.
"Ok, put them in the basket," He said, so I put them in the shopping basket he got when we walked in.
“You probably need a lot more clothes, so pick up whatever and bring them to me, I’ll be looking after Gerard," Mikey said, walking over to Gerard, who was looking at the trousers.
I picked up some sweatpants, Jeans, bras, more t-shirts, and a few jackets before going to Mikey who had been restraining Gerard.
"Ok, I got everything,” I smiled.
"Ok, let’s go checkout," Mikey glared at Gerard, who put the shoes down.
"Mikeyyyyy, pretty please can I have them," Gerard pouted.
"No, they are $140," Mikey said sternly. I put the clothes in the basket, and we walked over to the counter. I saw Gerard glance at the basket, and I had put the bras onto.
fuck.
"Why do you always say fuck?" Gerard asked. I just face palmed and proceeded to put my clothes in the bags. I smirked at him.
"I saw you look into the basket,"
"I didn't,"
"Why are you blushing then?"
"I’m not,"
"You are," I giggled. Gerard had denied it, but I new he did which made me laugh more.
"Come on kids, we have to go," Mikey rolled his eyes. We both followed him to the bus where we found Frank and Ray slouched on the sofa, drinking coffee from starbucks.
"STARBUCKS. WHERE." Gerard shouted, which made Ray smirk.
"Oh, nowhere," Ray replied, taking a sip of his coffee. Gerard stormed up to him and shouted.
"WHERE?!?!?!" Gerard seemed angry.
"Gerard, we are going now, we will just get starbucks at the next stop," Mikey shrugged.
"IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU RAY," Gerard said, storming into a room.
"Well, he seems angry," I giggled.
"If we miss one starbucks stop Gerard gets angry," Frank explained.
"Anyway, you probably need to get changed, come with me," Mikey said, showing me to the bathroom. I got the "I’m a fucking unicorn" tee and some sweatpants, with a new bra and socks from the bag, and went to get changed.
"y'know, you can use the shower too if you need to," Mikey shouted from behind the door.
"Ok, thanks," I shouted back, getting into the shower. The water was warm, and it ran down my back. I washed my face, hair and body before getting out. I dried myself with the towel Mikey told me to use, and I put my clothes on. They had a hair dryer and straighter, and I don't even know why, and I didn't want to ask either. I used them, and used some eyeliner too. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Gerard and Mikey watching TV.
"Come sit with us,” Gerard grinned. I sat down, and brung my knees up to my head.
I'm in a tour bus with my chemical romance, i don't deserve this. A few days ago i was getting beaten by my stepdad. Now I'm on tour with mcr?! This can't be right. I wished for help, and i definitely got it. This was one of my biggest dreams; I just really don't want to screw it up. It makes it worse that I had a crush on Mikey when the band first started; to be honest he is quite cute now. I really think too much, I should stop.
"You have a bad habit of saying your thoughts," Gerard laughed.
"How much did I say," I blushed.
"You said about stop thinking, or something like that, what were you thinking about?" Gerard smirked.
"NOTHING," I breathed a sigh of relief.
"Clearly it was something, you just shouted nothing to us," Mikey shrugged. I blushed a new shade of red, and awkwardly walked out of the room and into the kitchen. I put my heads into my hands. I was so relieved my thoughts didn't come out; I would have suffered social suicide.
"Hey, what just happened in there?" Gerard walked in raising an eyebrow.
"Really nothing," I giggled and blushed at the same time.
"Mhmm,"Gerard smirked, pouring a coffee. I swear if he knew I used to think Mikey was cute I would go dig myself a grave before Mikey even knew
"It was just something I was thinking of that made me embarrassed," I shrugged.
"Don't worry, I’ll keep it a secret," Gerard smirked.
"I just said that out loud again didn't I," I went a big shade of red once again, and I face palmed myself.
"Yeah, you kind of did, do you think he is cute now?" Gerard said, smirking at me.
"Well,-" I said until Mikey walked in.
"Who is cute?" He said raising an eyebrow.
"No one," Me and Gerard both said in sync, and then we burst into giggles.
"I swear you are getting as bad as Gerard, Lyd," Mikey rolled his eyes, walking back into the main room.
"So, for sleeping arrangements, I think I’ll take the couch and you can sleep in my bed for tonight," Gerard shrugged.
"So now I’m stealing your beds?" I asked.
"Yes, yes you are," Gerard smirked.
“Wait.. Where is your bed?" I asked.
"Me and Mikey share a room," Gerard had a wide, evil grin on his face. I gave him a death glare and he crawled away from me.
"IM SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO," Gerard grabbed my leg.
"I beg you to forgive me," He gave me puppy dog eyes, so I had to nod my head. He immediately got up and grinned.
"You are still sleeping in the same room as Mikey," He grinned, running of laughing evilly.
I sighed heavily and poured more coffee. I know, this is MCR's tour bus, but who can survive a day without coffee? I hadn't had coffee until today, so I needed to stock up. Gerard had to make it awkward for me to be near him and Mikey at the same time, so I guess I have to avoid being by both of them at the same time, which is going to be very hard.
I sipped the coffee I just made, and made my way back into the main room, which was completely empty. I sat on the sofa, and checked my phone, and it was dead. I groaned and got up, when Mikey walked into the room.
"Oh, hey," He smiled.
"Hi," I smiled back. He looked at my phone and raised an eyebrow.
"Need a charger for that?" He asked, and I nodded. Somehow, he knew something was up, and I saw Gerard peek through the door.
"Are you ok? You were fine earlier until you bolted for the kitchen," He asked with a worried look on his face. I tensed up and my face went bright red.
"Y-yeah I'm good," I lied. This was so embarrassing and somehow I really didn't trust Gerard which made it worse.
"It really doesn't sound like it," Mikey frowned. At that moment, Gerard decided to stroll in casually and put himself on the sofa. Mikey rolled his eyes and turned back to me.
“Why are you blushing all of a sudden?" Mikey asked, inspecting my cheeks.
"I'm not blushing," I said.
"You are,"
"Not,"
"Are"
"Not," I said blushing even more.
"You're blushing even more now," He smirked."Please tell me why you bolted earlier,"
He lightly grabbed my hand, and I froze. Sparks ignited inside, but I couldn't let them out, otherwise I would be dead. By now I'm guessing I was a shade of purple. Gerard looked over and winked at me, which made me stomp over to him. Gerard was so fucking annoying I swear I would rip his fingers off and shove them up his ass.
"Well that isn't very nice," Gerard pouted, and I slapped him on the arm, and hard.
"You deserved that," I said, whilst tears formed in Gerard’s eyes. I immediately felt a gush of guiltiness fell over me like a tonne of bricks.
"I-I’m sorry," I stuttered.
"Don't worry Lydia, he will mend, also he did deserve that," Mikey winked.
"Such a nice brother," Gerard sniffled.
"Man, you just got hit by a girl and you are about to cry?" Mikey laughed.
"Try getting slapped by her, she’s very strong and scary," Gerard’s arm was now turning purple. "Damn, we have a show to do tonight as well,"
"Wait, you have a show tonight?" I said shocked.
"Yeah, we have shows most nights, we are on tour, remember?" Gerard said in a duh- tone.
"Oh, sorry," I said shyly. I had totally forgotten these were rock stars I was talking to.
"No need to turn shy again, I guess you could say we are like family now," Mikey grinned.
"My ill' sis," Gerard mocked, and I gave him one hell of a big death glare.
"You are a part of MCR guys, it’s like any girls dream to meet their favourite band," I laughed.
“Just imagine us as your best friends, in fact you could say we are," Gerard shrugged. At that moment I had to hug him. He was really like a best friend to me, but the annoying one.
"You hug really tightly, lyd," He breathed and I smirked evilly. Mikey saw me smirking and gave me thumbs up. I laughed, and let go of Gerard, and thankfully he was still alive.
"I don't know where I would be right now if you guys didn't pick me up," I smiled.
“I forgot to ask you, how old actually are you? Not to sound rude," Gerard asked.
"I'm 19," I smiled.
"I’m 25," Gerard grinned.
"I’m 22!" Mikey smiled.
"You two look so alike," I admitted. They really do when you see them right next to each other.
"We are brothers, duh," Gerard said. Gerard opened his arms for a "brotherly" hug from Mikey, but he refused and slowly edged away.
"My brother no loves me," Gerard fake sniffled. I giggled and sat on the sofa.
"Its getting late, what time is it?" Mikey asked. I checked my phone, which was now charged up.
"Its 6," I replied.
"Oh shit," He replied."GUYS ITS 6,"
"OH SHIT," Frank bolted into the room, followed by Ray.
"Why shit?" I asked.
"The show is in an hour and we need to get ready," They all looked scared.
"Jeez guys, you have an hour, no need to panic,"
"But our outfits, hair, makeup, guitars,micr-"
"It will be fine, ill help," I insisted.
"Thank you so much," Ray said.
"S'okay, now where do you guys normally start?"
~45 Minutes Later~
"FINISHED," Gerard shouted, breathing heavily.
"Guys we are here," I smirked. "Told you we could do it,"
"Only because you helped, you are really good with makeup," Frank chuckled.
"I have my uses," I yawned, stretching.
"You don't have to come, get some sleep and you can see another show another day," Mikey insisted.
"But-"
"No, sleep," Mikey smiled. I groaned.
"Fiiiiineee," I rolled my eyes and headed for the bunks.
"We will be back here in the morning, and then we will be off again, Goodnight Lyd," Mikey smiled. I felt like I needed to hug him or something- partly because he was standing awkwardly in the doorway.
"Goodnight," I replied, and before I could think, I pulled Mikey in for a hug. I quickly pulled away and headed for the bed.
Why did I just do that? I hugged Mikey. Mikey fucking Way.
"Stupid..." I muttered, as I fell into a deep sleep.

Notes

I split Chapter one into two so this might be smaller... c: Enjoy