Falling in love will kill you.

-Gerard's P.o.v-

'Frankie? Frankie?!
What. The. Actual. FUCK? I know I've been having those dreams.... Does it mean something?
Is it a sign that he walked in on me?.. Jesus my head hurts. Thank god Ray and Mikey aren't here' I keep thinking to myself as I clean my self up a bit.

'Should I go after him?' I question. I sigh leaning against the counter on the 'kitchen'
"God damnit I screwed my chance with Frank" I say out loud " Even If I did have a chance"

I smash down my hand on the counter nearly knocking over the coffee he brought back for me.
I grab my drink and decide to look for Frank. 'Why did he have to walk in on me couldn't he have been like 3 minutes later?!"
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"FRANK!" I call out for the last time after looking for him in the parking lot for the last 10 minutes. It's not that big so he must have heard me. After almost having given up I reach the end of the parking lot, I can hear muttering. I near closer and closer till I'm a few feet away from the voice.
I recognize it... Frankie? I tune in.

" Fuck.... Fuck....! He can't know.... He can't fucking know...
It all must have been a dream... Gee moaning my name?... No, it can't be real... Why? Why do I have to like him? Even love him?" I hear him say from my hiding spot, I can feel my face turning red.
'I-I make a chance?'

Before I know it my body's moving and I stop thinking. Frank was sitting against the wall, his knees against his chest and his head in his hands.

He didn't notice me when I came out of my hiding spot, I knelt in front of him and put my hand on his knee. He looks up at me, shocked.

"Gee?" He manages to say before my lips crash against his now that I can taste his lips I can't get enough, I softly bits his lip.

Frank doesn't kiss back at first I felt a bit disappointed but I was the one who kissed him out of no where, after a moment he kisses back. I finally pull back.

"you're not dreaming Frankie"I whisper against his lips with my eyes closed.

He tenses a bit I noticed because his hand was on my shoulder, I open my eyes to see him blushing..... He looks really cute when he blushes.

"Y-you heard me?"

I nod
"Yeah...." I go to stand, Frank looks at me with wide eyes . I offer him a hand to stand up as well.

"Did you really mean what you said?" I ask him
Frank looks at his shoes then back up to me.

"Y-yeah" My hart beats a bit faster. "Gee?"
"Yeah?"
"Why did you moan my name?" He asks shyly

"Uuh.... Because....." I can't find the right words to explain.
So I cup his cheek with one hand and pull him in for another kiss. I pull back before he can kiss back.

"I've decided to stop thinking and just fucking do."
I'm not even really sure what I meant but Frank seemed to understand.

"How long will the guys be out?" I asked
"Donno" Frank shrugged "they wanted to have a look around."

I smiled.
"Want to go back to the bus?"
He smiled back, I took his hand and we walked back to the bus.

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