Falling in love will kill you.

P.o.v Frank-

Seeing as the buses coffee machine broke I’m now walking back to the bus with two cups of some kind of Starbucks shit for me and Gerard.

Ray, Mikey and I needed our morning fix, Gerard does too usually but lately he’s been a bit off… We asked if he wanted to come with us to get it, he never turns down coffee but this time he did so it was kinda weird.

Ray and Mikey decided to have a look around the town we were doing our gig at tonight, so I headed back ‘home’ alone. The walk wasn’t that far to the where the bus was but is was kinda boring so I put on my head phones listening to the new songs.

Finally the bus comes in to view, I awkwardly open the door and hop in. Still with my head phones on I walk past the bunks to see if Gerard was still in bed. He wasn’t so I guessed he was in the back of the bus in the kitchen/living room.
I bump off my head phones with my shoulder before opening the curtains separating the back of the bus and the bunks.

“Hey Gee, I got the….” I trail off

What I see before me is something I never thought I would…
As I walked in and Gerard was sitting on the couch eyes closed playing with himself…
This isn’t what shocked me, No. Things like this happen when you’re on the road so you kinda expected it but what happed after that was what startled me..
Gee hadn’t noticed me.

“F-fuck f-frankieeee” He moaned quite loud.
Shocked at what he had just said and coming all over his hand.

I stood in the ‘Door way’ shocked at what he’d just moaned. I dropped my Coffee. Once the coffee hit the floor he finally noticed me.

His eye shoot wide open, like a red haired deer caught in head lights, he stared at me trying to find word to explain himself… I could see it on his lips but no words came out.

“I…errr… here’s your coffee” I stuttered, I could feel my cheeks getting red.
I set the not dropped coffee on the nearest counter and flee the bus as fast as I can.

I run far enough from the bus till I reach the end of the parking lot where the bus was parked. I lean against a wall and slide down to the floor my mind is racing. I think about everything I just saw.

As I slid down the wall I noticed my pants where tight.

“Fuck” I mutter as I look down at my pants where Frankie jr. was awake…

I look around to check if no one’s around. Nobody can know…. No one can know I like him… I rest my head in my hands.
I look back down at my crotch deciding Frankie jr. needs to be taken care of.

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