It's a not so secret, secret

"Wait why you asking me all this shit anyway?" Nathan asked.

"Listen Nathan there's this guy okay, his names billie and he's messed up." I said

nathan was just staring at me until he asked. "What do you mean messed up?"

"he..fuck Nathan he takes advantage of kids which is why I'm worried. I literally saw him five minutes ago making out with someone outside of the school. When I confronted him he came onto me. He's fucked in the head and I'm worried that he's tried to talk to you or do something which is why I'm asking."

"How do you know he takes advantage of kids and how do you even know this guy? what if he's just dating that kid you saw or whatever?" Nathan asked.

"because he took advantage of me when I went to school okay? He got expelled for what he did to me and he still has a grudge which is why I don't want you anywhere fucking near him."

nathan stared at me looking shocked probably since I had just told him I'd been taken advantage of. I don't like to live in the past when I was a hooker so Nathan knows absolutely nothing about that part of my life nor how many times I've really been hurt, but billie was by far the worst.

"I just want you to tell me if he's tried to hurt you or come near you while you're at school? I'm just worried and I want you to know I won't be mad if you've talked to him because you didn't know about what he did okay? so just tell me"

"n-no he's never tried to hurt me or anything I swear." He responded and I could tell he was being honest.

"Okay then let's just go to the doctors." I said and smiled to myself feeling relieved that he'd never touched Nathan.

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Nathan's pov

after the doctors dad had to go to work and gee was already at his job so I was home alone since school had already ended by the time we left the office.

I instantly texted billie and told him I was coming over and he just said okay.

I entered his house praying that this wasn't the same billie. I mean it couldn't be...dad was eight years older than him how could he take advantage of him and how would they even be going to school together?

"hey baby." He smiled and pulled me into his side as I sat on the couch with him.

"hey billie you weren't at the school by any chance today were you?"

"I went to meet you for a make out session but you were gone when I showed up outside te gym. I mean you always ditch gym."

"I had to go to the doctors and well.."

"Well what?" Billie asked giving me a confused look.

"my dad said he saw a kid he used to go to school with named billie outside making out with some kid. It-it wasn't you was it?" I asked feeling ready to cry if he had actually cheated on me.

"why would I ever do that?"

"Because apparently this guy takes advantage of kids and took advantage of my dad."

"What's your dads name?" He asked.

"Frank iero."

"Oh shit yea I know him but he's way older than me, he was that hooker."

"w-what?" I asked not believing my ears.

"You don't know do you?" He asked sounding sad.

"Know what?" I asked

"your dad was a hooker. his best friend was that mikey kid and apparently frank never knew Mikey's older brother gerard was his teacher and when he sold himself to Gerard and mikey found out he ditched frank and then your dad tried to kill himself and landed himself in a phsyc ward. The whole school heard about that which is how I know who he is."

"Your lying!" I yelled at him.

"I'm not fucking lying Nathan why would I lie to you?"

"I- because you can! I don't know but you're lying about my dad! He was never a hooker and never tried to kill himself!"

"Do you know how shitty his life was Nathan? He had no dad and your mother died of drug overdose the day you were born leaving him to take care of you."

"that's a lie! My dad is frank! He and gee wanted a baby and used one of those pregnancy services to have me!"

"you being oblivious. franks your brother and Gerard's his client that he ended up marrying for some bizarre reason."

i was sick of hearing his lies so I called my dad.

"Nathan I'm work what do you need?" He asked.

"are you my brother." I asked seriously.

he didn't respond and when he did he said "Nathan where'd you even get that idea-"

"are you!?" I asked more harshly now.

"We'll talk when I get home." He said and then hung up.

"Was I right?" Billie asked sounding somewhat amused but I couldn't care less. I sat down next to him and collapsed into his arms crying. billie wouldn't hurt me and I knew that. I made a decision then that I wasn't going to home and hear all the bullshit. I was going to stay right here in billies arms with the man I loved who would never ever hurt me.

Notes

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