
I'm Okay. Trust Me
Bitter Deception
Gerard's POV
School dragged on. By gym I was ready to shoot myself, but then I saw Frankie's face and everything else seemed to melt away.
Afterward, I waited for everyone else to leave before going into the shower room to find Frankie with his shirt off. He was at a sink splashing water on his face. He had his back to me. I watched his toned back muscles contract as he splashed the water on his face. His low rise jeans sat right below his hipbones. I bit my lip. God, he was sexy.
I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He looked up at me in the mirror and smirked. He turned around and hung his arms around my neck. I leaned in and planted a small kiss on his lips, but before I could pull away, he tangled his hands in my hair, deepening the kiss. I swiped my tongue against his bottom lip and opened his mouth, allowing me to slip my tongue in. I cupped his face and pulled him closer.
He moaned when our tongues collided. I let his tongue dominate mine, moaning as he did so. I slowly began to slid my hand down his chest to his crotch. I rubbed him through his jeans and he pulled away and moaned loudly.
“Oh fuck, Gerard”
I smirked and rubbed harder, making him moan louder.
Suddenly, someone spoke up behind us.
“Oh my fucking God”
We spun around to find that kid with the fro and the guy with the lip piercing both standing in the doorway to the shower room.
“Well then” said the guy with the lip piercing, a disgusted look plastered across his face. I wanted to slap it off.
I looked at Frank, whose cheeks were bright red and eyes as big as saucers.
“Ray.. Bob.. Please, let me explain” Frank stuttered.
But before Frank could say anything else, Ray and Bob turned around and walked out, one of them mumbling “Fags” as they did. Those fucking moronic losers. Rage boiled inside me.
Although, when I looked back to Frank, who looked like he was on the verge of tears, my anger faltered into sadness.
“Frank..” I started.
“It's fine” he snapped, “It's fine, let's just go”
He flung his shirt over his head, pulling it down over his chest and grabbed his backpack. We walked to the cafeteria in silence.
Frank's mood seemed to soften throughout lunch, though he didn't mention anything about what happened with Ray and Bob. I felt a twinge of guilt in the bottom of my stomach. Ray and Bob seemed to have been Frank's only friends, at least until I transferred here. Now they know he's gay because of me. I tried to push the though to the back of my mind.
After lunch, the next three periods dragged on. I nearly shouted with glee when the final bell rang, freeing us from this hell you call school.
I plopped down in a seat on the bus and waited for Frankie. And waited. And waited. But he never showed up. Before I knew it, the bus was pulling away. I bit the inside of my cheek nervously, worry consuming me.
Notes
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10/14/18