Love lasts for ever
Chapter 12
I took a deep heavy breath the next morning as I listened to the beeping of the multiple machines. Something told me deep down inside it was the end, today was the end. Gripping Frank's still gloved hands, tears dripped down my face but I wasn't sobbing anymore. I wasn't going to sob anymore, while he was alive-ish.
"Frank, I know you cant hear me. But I just wanted you to know I love you. I will never love anyone more than you again because when you die, a very large part of me is going to die with you. When they burry you part of me will be burried with you and so on. I know that I wasn't there when you needed me when you got married. But I was there for the divorce, to comfort you, dry your tears, hold you in the dark of night. You were there for me when I hit rock bottom, holding my hand when I fell face first in the pavement and hoisting me back to my feet. I know I've been the less than perfect friend and I know that you still loved me and I'm sorry I have to do this. Love, I'm sorry but I cant keep you alive any longer, the time is run out baby. I love you" I said and kissed his hair and then his lips.
The doctor came in a few hours later. I knew what he was going to say, I knew I had no choice.
"Mr. Way, I'm sorry but he is brain dead. It's time we pull the plug." He said coldly.
I sighed. "Can you give me a little while longer. Please?"
The doctor shook his head. "We've put this off far to long, Mr. Way. He can't respond. It's time."
A sob broke through the dams I had holding them in. "Frank. I'm going to let them unplug you. I know I said that I wasn't going to let them take the light behind your beautiful hazel eyes, but I can't do this any more." I turned to the doctor and sighed heavily. "Alright doctor. I'm ready."
I leaned in to Frank and kissed him, I held his hand as the doctor turned off the machines keeping my baby alive. I felt Frank's final breath escape his lips and I pulled away with tear filled eyes. "I love you Frank, never forget that."
The doctor wrote some things on clipboard. "Time of death, Five thirty-seven a.m."
And just like that, my time bomb exploded.
"Frank, I know you cant hear me. But I just wanted you to know I love you. I will never love anyone more than you again because when you die, a very large part of me is going to die with you. When they burry you part of me will be burried with you and so on. I know that I wasn't there when you needed me when you got married. But I was there for the divorce, to comfort you, dry your tears, hold you in the dark of night. You were there for me when I hit rock bottom, holding my hand when I fell face first in the pavement and hoisting me back to my feet. I know I've been the less than perfect friend and I know that you still loved me and I'm sorry I have to do this. Love, I'm sorry but I cant keep you alive any longer, the time is run out baby. I love you" I said and kissed his hair and then his lips.
The doctor came in a few hours later. I knew what he was going to say, I knew I had no choice.
"Mr. Way, I'm sorry but he is brain dead. It's time we pull the plug." He said coldly.
I sighed. "Can you give me a little while longer. Please?"
The doctor shook his head. "We've put this off far to long, Mr. Way. He can't respond. It's time."
A sob broke through the dams I had holding them in. "Frank. I'm going to let them unplug you. I know I said that I wasn't going to let them take the light behind your beautiful hazel eyes, but I can't do this any more." I turned to the doctor and sighed heavily. "Alright doctor. I'm ready."
I leaned in to Frank and kissed him, I held his hand as the doctor turned off the machines keeping my baby alive. I felt Frank's final breath escape his lips and I pulled away with tear filled eyes. "I love you Frank, never forget that."
The doctor wrote some things on clipboard. "Time of death, Five thirty-seven a.m."
And just like that, my time bomb exploded.
I'm sorry sugar ;-; i'm hoping the ending made you happy?
7/17/13