I'm Okay Now

"Dude you are serious!?" He gave her a small nod
"We'll can a meet your band members?" I asked Gerard.
"Kat I don't think that would be a good idea"
"We'll why not?"
"We'll frank is....."
"Oh god frank" Mikey said over Gerard
"...yea" he continued,
"What's so wrong about frank?" I asked. "He can't be that bad"
"No no he's a nice guy" Gerard said trying to find the right words to use. "It's just he's..." Gerard gave out hand motions trying to think of something quickly, but Mikey beat him to it.
"Gerard the jealous type and you're the kind of girl frank has been looking for"
"Oh" I said, finally understanding it all. "Gee it's okay. I love you and only you. Nothing is going to change that." He didn't even bother to look me in the eye, he was too focused on the floor thinking, with my hand in his. I lost count of time watching him glare to the floor but he eventually looked up at me with those bright hazel eyes that made my heart skip a beat every time I made contact with them. It was as if they where your favorite slow song. Every time you play it you feel safe and warm in every way possible. Like you can just melt into the melody and let the lyrics take control. You don't even bother doing something els because you know that at this moment, you belong to the song.
He continued to sit in front of me thinking with a straight face on while keeping his eyes in contact with mine.
"He's thinking about everything bad that could happen" Mikey whispered my my ear "but he also wants you to meet his friends,.. He's just scared"
"But he has nothing to be afraid about"
"Katy you're the longest happy relationship Gerard has ever had with a girl."
"Gerard" I said, taking my voice out if whisper mode "if you really feel uncomfortable with the whole me meeting your friends thing, I get it. I wouldn't want to loose you too. Just the thought of that scares me. Maybe some other time." Then for the first time in what seemed like forever, he talked.
"No it's fine I'm gonna give them a call to tell them to come over here."
"Gee if you don't-"
"Kat I'm always am going to be afraid of loosing you. It's not going to make a difference if we meet them now. And besides we've been dating for almost three months, it's about time you meet my friends"
"Gee there's no need to panic" I assured him as he continued to walk in circles counting down he seconds until his friends expected arrive time. His hands wouldn't stop trembling and it was as if his eyes never left the small silver watch that rested on his wrist. It seemed a lot later than it was. I have no idea if it was because I woke up way earlier than I usually do or if it's because a lot has happened in the past hour, but I was blown away when I checked the clock and it only read 12:01pm.
"They should be here by now" Gerard complained as his eyes still watched the clock.
"Gee their only one minute late. I'm sure they'll be here soon. And if you really don't feel comfortable doing this then-"
"Katy love, I'm not going to cancel. Also it's highly unusual for them to be late. Their usually early" I walked the short distance over to him and threw my arms around his muscular waist.
"I don't think you realize just how much I love you" I told him. his eyes wonder from the watch, to me which caused his shaggy black hair to fall in front of his face.
"If only you knew just how much I love you more"
"If only that was possible"

Notes

6/20/14
damn fifty chapters already!?!? Hell yea! I wasn't able to update because I was studying for finals but now in done so time to do what ever the hell I want!!
since I'm a really boring person, I didn't have anything planned for my special fifty, so I decided to post some facts about myself to celebrate.

i have pink and purple hair (not bleached). I live in New Jersey which is pretty hella rad since in a huge mcr fan. This is my first fan fic that I wrote. I absolutely love all my fans with all my heart <3. I actually really want to be a singer but since I can't sing for shit, I'm going to aim for acting. I'm going to monument tour (8 days!!! Eek!!!!!) my favorite hobbies include (not in any order) figure skating, playing guitar (both electric and acoustic), song writing, long boarding, acting, singing, archery, and baking. My favorite shows are supernatural and the vampire diaries. I only have two more days of school left. I absolutely hate the summer, the only good thing about it is no school. I love making internet friends. I have more sarcasm running threw my veins than blood. My favorite color is white. My favorite color to wear is black even tho I don't wear it that often. And today I had to sing a song (I chose keep holding on by falling in reverse) in front of my entire school which I absolutely loved doing (since I love singing). The crowd constantly cheered my name and I got a standing ovation. Defiantly the highlight of my school year.
thats basically everything about me! If you have anymore questions or comments for me, please let me know! I would love to hear from you!