I'm Okay Now

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"Ahhhhhhh" I'm pretty sure her scream could be heard for miles. It was that white girl in a horror movie scream that everyone dreads, and it left a ringing in my ears afterwards. We both looked at her with horrified expressions, remaining speechless. It was only a matter of seconds before Mikey came running into the room to see what has happened and it was almost instantly that he figured it out. Well considering my face was still very close to gees and Alicia looked like she just saw someone get murderd. Well I don't blame her, after all she just witnessed what she thought was a brother and sister making out. Geez I would have acted the same way. The room went dead silent and the only thing you could hear was my heart bound to beat out of my chest, but it didn't last longer then a second before Alicia forced words out of her mouth
"M-m-Mikey..... Your b-brother a-and si-sister are...... Oh my god" I realized that there is no easy way to explain this. She just witnessed with her own eyes me and Gerard making out, their was no other option but to spill out the truth. Then again it seems like this girl is completely unpredictable so it was a fifty fifty chance on wether or not she would understand, or run away screaming pedifile to the school. Either way she's going to find out and there's no going back. My fingers started to tremble out of fear as I quickly removed them from Gerard's hand. I could tell he was nervousness as well by the way his eyes have gone wide and the way his mouth dangled open just a little.
"Listen Alicia -I I can explain all of this-- um..." Mikey was at a lost for words as he tried to calm down Ali who was as if she had just seen a ghost. Mikey had no idea what he was doing so I figured there was only one option left, and that was to be honest.
"Listen Alicia" I begain, hoping that she wouldn't run away before I got to explain myself "I'm not Mikey's sister. Not mr. Ways either" she tilted her head a little bit out of confusion but I decided to keep talking "I'm Mikey's best friend and Gerard... Umm.., he's my boyfriend."
"Wait so your dating your best friends brother who's actully the music teacher who's really your boyfriend?"
"Don't put it like that cuz it makes me sound like a slut but yes. Yes I am" she let out a deep sigh of relief and looked at Mikey who looked just as calmed down as her.
"But Alicia, can you please not tell anyone. You see I'm only 17 and he's also a teacher so there's a lot of illegal stuff between us so if you could not-"
"Oh yea it's fine!" She ensured me with a bright smile on her face "love is love no matter who it's between"
"Thanks so much for understanding" Gerard said giving her a smile in return
**mikeys pov**
Well this is awkward. Having you girlfriend find out that your best friend that lives with you is dating the music teacher that happens to be your brother. But thankfully she seemed okay with all of it, I thought it would be highly awkward for her but she didn't seem to mind it at all. In fact with her lipgloss smile and her blue eyes that shinned, she looked happy. The only problem that I had was that I lied to her. How will she be able to trust me ever again knowing I made up the most stupid excuse just because I was a boy with a crush. And sure enough, it was a matter of seconds before she confronted it.
"Mikey why didn't you just tell me the truth?" The way her deep careabian blue eyes stared into mine made it even harder for me to admit that I lied strait to her face.
"Well -I I- you s-see umm....." Great. Every time I get really nervousness my stuttering has to announce it for the whole world to know. "I- I just didn't want you to t-think that their w-was something between me and Kate" it took me all my strength to look at her in the eyes again but when I did I noticed that she was smiling. And with that, everything was perfect again.
**katys pov**
Me and gee headed upstairs to give Mikey and Alicia some privacy so they could talk everything over. It was adorable how much Mikey liked Alicia and it was really easy to tell as well. The way he looks at her could start a fire, the spark was so bright.Gerard and I where both tired so we decided to call it a night and head off to bed and before I knew it my head was recasting on his shoulder before I lost consciousness.
[Dream]
When I woke up I was in my worst nightmare. I wasn't at the ways house anymore. I was in Ian's bedroom. He was worse then my dad and that was only because I could avoid my dad on a good day. It was only last year when I somehow fell for him, little did I know that was a huge mistake. He seemed like a really sweet guy at first but he was anything but. He became very abusive after his parents disowned him and took all his anger out on me. I lost count of the amount of times I was raped by him and each time hurt more and more, probebly because of the amount of slaps and punches I received from trying to escape. I slowly slid out of the cold bed and reached for the icy door knob. As I went to turn it, it didn't move. Shit. I could feel the dark red walls start to cave in on me and in the corner of my eye I could see a dark shadow grow larger and larger. It was Ian.
"Miss me?" He spoke in a voice no more then a whisper. He sounded the same, still that deep raspy voice haunted me. I turned around to see his cold brown eyes staring into mine.
"Please don't hurt me" I said with our faces only a foot apart.
"Really? You'd think id listen to you!?" He smirked. His hair still was the same deep brown color it was a year ago. "Don'tt move, and I'll make this quick" his icy hands started to move from my neck down
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Notes

Sorry for the cliffhanger and the poorly written chapter. I hope it wasn't too bad.
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