Darling you'll be okay
funeral
Gerard comes into my room I'm already ready, he was wearing a black suit I was wearing a black skirt and black jumper. Gerard hugs me tight mikey is left in charge
we walk to the funeral I begin to shake we aren't even there yet pull hourself together I think to myself Gerard holds my hand and pulls me close . We get too the church I see all of my family and my parents friends and I brake down 'I I can't do thjs gee, I'm not ready to say goodbye' I sobb
'I'm always here, kate I love you more than you actually understand'gerard looks at me sadly we enter the church
I saw a big picture off my mamand dad on their wedding day 'mam looked so beautiful kn that picture and dad looked so smart' I say shakily too gee
the service was awful I've never felt so numb in all my life before the coffins where taken out I had to make a speech.
'hello everyone, my parents appreciate you all being here i know that they love you all. I really don't know what to say they were my life I love them so much i couldn't imagine anything worse than having too say goodbye like I'm having too now, they were the best parents anyone cluld ask for, so long and goodnight mam and dad I love and miss yoh dearly. ' I say sobbing I have one last look at mya parents I kiss them both 'ill miss you both I love you guys'
I return to my seat crying .
we go too the burial ground I watch my parents get lose lowered in 'NOOO'i scream 'PLEASE WHY ME WHAT HAVE J DONE MAMMMMMDADDDY PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME'i scream
kate you are going to be okay babe I'm so sorry that you are going through this' gerard says
the funeral ends we walk back hand jn hand I know my parents are watching us smilimh
"kait you can stay with us like live with us and you can help out here if uou want'
'gee I don't want to impose, I dont want too bee a burden'
'kait uou wont please'
'okay'
