The Ghost From Our Past

I stood frozen in fear, wishing I could scream but my voice is caught in my throat. Matt takes my hand, "She's had a rough day, thank you for letting her stay here until we could come." I allow him to pull me out of the station, begging for the attendant to notice that something wasn't right but he tells them no problem and waves. I'm not a weak person, I've fought for my life over and over but this wasn't a fight I could win. My body was exhausted, I just prayed that whatever they had planned, it would be quick.

They get me into the car and drive off without a word, I notice my luggage was here but I didn't see my kitty's carrier. I hope they didn't forget him back at the motel and that he was safe. The silence was piercing, you could hear a pin drop but I kept my head down and my mouth shut. It wasn't until Syn leaned in from the backseat, that the silence was broken. "Did you think you could get away from us? Answer me!"

"Why are you doing this? Just tell me why. How could you be helping him in all of this, I thought he hurt you back at the apartment." Syn glanced over at Matthew, as if asking him if he should tell me the truth finally.

"Matthew is my brother, half brother technically but we're very close. He would talk about you all the time when you were with him. Then you got him sent to prison, he asked me to watch over you and so I did. Matt was a little pissed that I had a taste of you but he's learned to share now." Only my luck would I fall for the brothers from Hell, I feel like I'm in a soap opera or some badly written fan fiction novel.

I knew things were going to get worse, my only little shimmer of hope was that Gerard wasn't far behind and the attendant at the gas station can tell him where I went. "Where are we going now?"

This time Matthew was the one to answer me. "We're going someplace special, someplace where we can be alone without interruption. I told you, you would pay for stabbing me and I meant it baby." He caresses my cheek with his thumb, "I never wanted to hurt you like this but lessons must be taught." I turned my head away from his cold touch, mumbling a 'go to Hell' under my breath.

Just before night falls, we stop at what looks like an abandoned farm. Syn and Matt both get out of the car, Syn grabs something from the trunk and Matthew grabs me from the other side. He drags me towards the old barn, opens the door and throws me inside. I roll a bit, hitting against a few hay bails. Matthew grabs some rope and tosses it over one of the beams in the middle from the ceiling, he does it again with another piece of rope.

Syn joins and sets down a brown bag, walks over to me and lifts me up as if I weigh nothing. He brings me over to the hanging ropes and ties my wrists, uses a sailors knot and I already feel the slight burn from the stretch of my arms. My feet don't touch the ground completely anymore and I look around in fear at what they have planned. "It's time for your punishment, this lesson will be severe. You made me do this, it's your own fault Shiloh."

Matt takes out a switchblade and cuts my shirt in half, exposing my bra which he cuts in half, ripping them both off my body. "Are you hungry baby? You must be starving."

I nod, I couldn't lie and my stomach was growling. Syn tosses Matt the brown bag. He pulls out the mangled body of what was my pet kitty. "You can have this for dinner, I'll cook it up nice and good for you."

Any remains of food was thrown up onto the floor, the acid from the vomit burning my throat. How could they do that? "You sick fucks!" I could hear their laughter and I couldn't help but cry, thinking this was my end. "Matthew, please don't kill me."

"Kill you? I love you Shiloh, this is for acting out against me, even in the beginning. I would never kill you. Syn, use the gag, this will hurt the most and I don't want to hear her screams." I watch Matt disappear for a moment and suddenly there's a thick cloth with a knot in the middle wrapped around my mouth. Breathes through my nose quickly, my dear rising every second.

Then he returns, with a iron bar in his hand and he starts a pile of hay on fire, setting the bar in the flames. "Did you know in some countries women are branded? Kinda like the scarlet letter, it's show exactly who you are." He grabs the bar, the other end is glowing red and I start to scream into the gag. My screams are muffled and I try to thrash around but Syn holds me tight.

At first I feel nothing and then there's a blinding pain as my flesh is burned. Matthew continues to heat the end until his branding is done, by the end my body is covered in sweat and my face in tears. Syn removes the gag and smirks darkly, "You did a good job, now everyone will know that she's a whore." I could feel as each of the five letters were branded into me. Whore. That's what I am.

"You still with us baby? You're not done with your punishment. Toss me that riding crop on the wall, it'll work perfectly." The object was tall in length, not very thick but made out of the nicest leather. It was barely even worn, he slides it down my back slowly before making a little love tap with it on my spine. Even that had a sting to it and I knew I was in for a long night.....

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"Please stop!" Another hit and another. "N-No more!" My screams fell on deaf ears as the flesh on my body was ripped open and blood dripped down it. They had removed all of my clothing and was taking turns in whipping every inch of my pale skin. Both of them were sweating and out of breath, my legs shake and my arms became numb. I close my eyes and almost beg for my death, then I feel nothing and I hear them talking.

"How much more can she take?"

"She's strong but not much else."

"Let's finish this up and get back on the road. I'm tired and hungry, I know you are too."

"Alright, let's go." I feel one of them touch my cheek softly and I open my eyes to see Matthew. "Almost done baby." He presses his lips to mine and I hear him undo his belt, pulling down his zipper. He strokes himself hard and rubs his tip against me, I take a few steps away but he grabs me. Matt lifts my legs and wraps them around his waist, pushing himself fully inside me in one thrust.

My scream is covered by the kiss and he wastes no time in taking me. Each thrust adding a sharp pain, I bite down on his tongue which was exploring my mouth. Matthew pulls back and slaps me hard across the face, his nails dig into my hips and he becomes rougher. I hear the beams above us creak, the rope rubbing and burning my wrists. Suddenly the beams snap and I fall to the ground hard. I try to get on my hands and knees my arms can't support me and I fall face first into the dirt.

Syn gets behind me and begins his violation of my body, Matthew is on his knees, gripping my hair and shoving his rancid cock down my throat. I'm gagging and having trouble breathing but neither cares. I'm used for their pleasure only, my mind starts to fade me away from the awful place and into my own safe haven. That's the last I can remember of that night at the barn.

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"What do you mean two men already picked her up?" I was furious but Pierre pulled me away from the gas attendant. He held up two pictures, one of Matthew and one of Matthews brother, Syn. The man nods quickly, telling us that those were the two that picked up Shiloh.

They fucking had her again, we were so close and now we have no leads to where they are. Back in the car, we drive in the direction they went as witnessed but my the attendant. Bandit is sleeping and I can't help but feel bad, she deserves better than this. She loves Shy too but she shouldn't be in this car and I ruined our daddy and daughter time.

I took out my cell phone and called Lindsey, the last person I wanted to call but I had no choice. As the phone rang I prepared myself for the worst yelling in the world. I barely could get a word in, as soon as I said I needed her to pick Bandit up, the yelling started and hasn't stopped. Would she rather have her daughter go psycho hunting with me?

Bandit looks out the window of her moms car, waving goodbye to me with the saddest eyes in the world. I promise my baby girl that once this is over, her and I will spend all the time in the world together. She's smart for her age and even though she doesn't quite understand, she really tries.

Im coming Shiloh, this time I won't let you down. I'll find you and save you no matter what. This ends now.

Notes

Sorry if this chapter is darker than any other but I'm not in the best place and writing helps.