Anger Issues

I stared. Just stared. "Fun Ghoul...Ghoul look at me..." Party Poison. I love him but I dont want to look in his eyes, see the pain and disappointment they hold...all for me. I was stupid. Really stupid. Missile kid, grace, was a good kid. We all loved her like our own daughter. Korse was her killer. My eyes welled up with tears but they wouldnt spill over. I wouldnt let them. "Ghoul. Please just look at me?!" I think his voice is getting louder. Im to caught up in my own thoughts to even pay attention to it though. I know its not long until he starts shouting at me but i deserve it. Its all my fault shes dead. Maybe i should look at him...but i really cant, i just cant look into those beautiful hazel eyes that i know wont hold that hope and light behind them. I took it away! I was the one who let grace die. "FRANK LOOK AT ME!!" he used my real name... No one uses their real name anymore. I looked up. Not at him, but in his general direction. And then he stood so we were eye to eye. I saw it. No more light. His pain, dissapointment...thats all i needed. the tears flowed and i jut let them roll down my face and drip onto the dry desert sand. Party didnt care. "why. Why would you let her go off alone?! In bli/nd?!" Party was mad. Real mad. "i-im sorry..." I whispered. "WELL SORRY WONT BRING HER BACK FRANK!" oh god...his anger managment issues...i cowered. I knew he was going to hit me. I just wouldnt let myself believe it. I got up and stood. I turned my back and started to run but i was thrown back to the ground in a flash. "you gonna run away hey frank? Like you did to grace?!" uh oh..."we're not done here..."

Notes

~Ghost Wolf