One Shots

"GERARD NOOOOOOO" Frank screams while looking at Gerard.
Gerard stands on the edge of the bridge hold the gun to his temple.
"Frank" He says with a deep sigh. He knew it was for the best. "Frank I am nothing. Don't cry over me. Go enjoy life. Good bye Frank for the last time" Gerard says proudly while he smiles. He cocks the gun and Frank begins running to him but its to late. The trigger is pulled and all that can be heard is the echo of the shot. Gerard falls to the icy water below and Frank runs to the edge of the bridge looking down at the one he loved with all his heart.

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No one understands how much I cared for him and I don't think they ever will. As cheesy as it sounds he was my other half that made me whole. I will never be the same without him right here next to me. No one can fix me again. I am beyond the help of any one, Even myself. I sit in my room every day thinking of how worthless I am. I could have stopped him from doing it. Instead I am stuck with images of him on that bridge melted into my brain and soul.

I can see him standing on that bridge. Stance held strong, Chest held high. He seemed so proud that he was doing it. It seemed like he had wanted to kill himself for ages but couldn't do it until now. And that smile. How could he smile while he held a gun right at point blank range to his temple?

He cocked the gun as if he had it planed out. Like he knew exactly what he was doing and had for a long time. And I will never forget when he pulled the trigger. He pulled it with such certainty. He never stopped smiling the whole time. Even when he was falling he still smiled. He stained the water red that day. And I will never forget it.

What even led him to do it? he told me not to cry over him and to enjoy my life. How could I enjoy my life without him in it? A life without him in it is a worth not worth living. Maybe I shouldn't be living. Maybe I should try and join him. no not try I WILL join him.

A white letter caught my eye and I turned to see a white envelope with my name written on it. I opened it wanting to know all that was inside. By the time I had finished it I was drowning in my own salty tears.

And I knew I know had to join him at whatever costs it took. I cant be without him. I have to end it just so I can prove that what was written in the letter was wrong. how could he ever think that? How could he......

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Frank had no control of what his body did next. His mind kept telling him that to truly be happy he would have to go out the same way Gerard did. So before he knew it he was searching his draws for the gun he had always kept in there just in case.

He walked all the way to the same bridge. He stood in the same spot. Held the same stance. But the smile he held on his face was bigger and stronger then the one Gerard held that day. Franks was more strongly held as he remembered as soon as it was over he would have the one he loved in his arms once more.

He cocked the gun while looking up at the sky and the pulled the trigger with ease. Black. Then light. He saw a figure reach down to him. He held his arm trying oh so hard to grasp the hand. He couldn't though.

No matter how close he got it was never close enough. "Frank" a voice from above whispered. He knew the voice. He tried even harder to grasp the hand but still no matter how much effort he put into it he couldn't do it.

He tried to stand but his body wouldn't move. Then the hand and his voice started getting further away. I was screaming but no sounds came out. Then I was back into my house again. I looked around and I saw the Letter In a single ray of light and I walked away leaving it and never touching it again.

I was doomed to walk this world alone.



Dear my little Frankie

I hope u can forgive me for this. Please don't cry once im gone. I am nothing to cry over. Please don't mourn over me. I am nothing to mourn over. Please don't even think about me. I am not worth any of your time or thoughts I am worth nothing. I want you to just live a normal life and you cant do that if I am around. Please just forget me. I know u never loved me. So it should make my leaving less painful. Please move on I am nothing. Just remember I did love you.

Love your one and only Gerard

Notes

I just felt like doing this :PPP