How the misery begins

Gerards POV

Frank pushed me full force out of his room after he realised I wasn't going to take back what I'd said. It's not that I didn't want to take it back, it's just that I physically could not get any words to come out of my stupid fucking mouth. I didn't think it was possible to regret something so much

I know now that it is.

The first thing I did when I could actually think straight was pick up my phone. I scrolled through my extremely short contacts list and, with a shaking hand, clicked on Lindsay's name. It rang for a few seconds, then she picked up.

Hey geebear! What a coincidence, I was literally just about to call you!" I had to hold the phone away from my ear to avoid permanent damage. "Uh, haha...yeah what a strange coincidence. Uhm look, we really need to talk." I said slowly, walking to my building. "W-what's wrong?" Her voice was shaking with worry. "Can you just meet me at the coffee shop down my street in ten minutes please?" "Yeah, sure. See you then." I hung up and let out a huge breath. Well this Is gonna be fun.
I walked through the door and over to the large mirror on the wall. I don't really know why I have a fucking huge mirror in my living room, I can barely stand the sight of my own reflection. I combed my fingers through my black greasy hair, trying to make it look half decent. I eventually gave up and went to leave. I made it almost all the way across the room, but not without receiving a face full of door. I went flying to the ground, and landed in an extremely painful position. Rubbing the back of my head, I looked upwards. Mikey was standing in the doorway.
"Y'know, it's not very polite to hit people in the face with doors" I snarled angrily. "Yeah, well excuse me for possibly damaging your perfect face" he snapped back. "What do you want?" "Just wanted to tell you that you're a total ass" "Well how sweet, but if you'll excuse me, I have somewhere to be" I spat, pushing past him and walking down the path. "Oh, let me guess, you're going to go meet your girlfriend?" "Actually, I'm going to go break up with her"
I climbed into my car, leaving money in a stunned silence.

Notes

Hey guys, I'm sorry its been a while since I last updated but I won't be updating again for at least another two weeks. I'm going to America and I'm in the airport right now so I decided to do a quick update for you all. Also I've just started using my tumblr again so if you could follow me I'd really appreciate it, dw I follow back.

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