
Take My Hand
Only If You Make It Awkward
Gerard's POV
I quietly got up and walked over to her, standing perhaps a little too close. When she turned around and asked me what I wanted I told her to stand up, and then she looked questioningly at me and said, "OK, now what?," leaving me to assume she had no idea of my feelings for her, but instead of brushing it off and acting like I was just randomly being creepy, I quickly had her pinned against the wall with my legs on either side of her and my face barely an inch from hers. I could smell her sweet scent, which didn't help the growing tightness in my already tight jeans. Without warning I wrapped my arms around her waist and brought her lips to mine. To my surprise she kissed me back and even opened her mouth to allow my searching tongue entrance. As we embraced the kiss became more passionate until she suddenly pulled away, muttering something about how it was "just wrong" and she "shouldn't feel that way about a teacher for fuck's sake."
"I have to go," she announced, gathering up her things and being careful to avoid my eyes.
"That's probably a good idea anyway," I said as I tried to mentally calm myself and let the blood go back to its original place. Before I could say another word she pulled up her sleeves, made a face, quickly pulled them down again and rushed out of the room. I sat down at my desk, trying to comprehend what I had just done. She probably thinks I'm some sort of creep, but I guess if she thought that she wouldn't have kissed me back or anything. I still need to be careful not to do that again, I thought to myself as my brother Mikey entered the room with an accidental banging of the door.
"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you," he said, noticing I jumped.
"It's fine, I was just...uh...distracted by something. It's been a long day today."
"Yeah I know that feeling," he said with a laugh, "so what do you think of being a teacher at my school?"
"Teaching? Oh, it's fine. The students are better than I thought though. Some of the show real talent," I said as I thought about Laila and how wonderful her lips felt on mine and how good she is at kissing.
"You sure you're OK? You still look kinda shaken up from me slamming the door."
"Yeah, I'm fine. Like I said, I'm just distracted," I said, giving a sheepish grin, and probably blushing too.
"Whatcha thinking about?," Mikey questioned.
"Oh it's nothing important, just thinking about today."
"Nothing 'important', or nothing important?," he joked. I blushed slightly and tried to change the topic.
"It's nothing important, I promise. So how was your day?"
"Oh it was fine. You ready to go home?"
Yeah just let me get my shit together." I gathered my papers shakily and got ready to leave with my brother. He was only a junior but damn he was intuitive. He probably knew I was bothered by something but hopefully if I stayed behind my desk until we left he wouldn't see just how bothered I was by Laila.
I quietly got up and walked over to her, standing perhaps a little too close. When she turned around and asked me what I wanted I told her to stand up, and then she looked questioningly at me and said, "OK, now what?," leaving me to assume she had no idea of my feelings for her, but instead of brushing it off and acting like I was just randomly being creepy, I quickly had her pinned against the wall with my legs on either side of her and my face barely an inch from hers. I could smell her sweet scent, which didn't help the growing tightness in my already tight jeans. Without warning I wrapped my arms around her waist and brought her lips to mine. To my surprise she kissed me back and even opened her mouth to allow my searching tongue entrance. As we embraced the kiss became more passionate until she suddenly pulled away, muttering something about how it was "just wrong" and she "shouldn't feel that way about a teacher for fuck's sake."
"I have to go," she announced, gathering up her things and being careful to avoid my eyes.
"That's probably a good idea anyway," I said as I tried to mentally calm myself and let the blood go back to its original place. Before I could say another word she pulled up her sleeves, made a face, quickly pulled them down again and rushed out of the room. I sat down at my desk, trying to comprehend what I had just done. She probably thinks I'm some sort of creep, but I guess if she thought that she wouldn't have kissed me back or anything. I still need to be careful not to do that again, I thought to myself as my brother Mikey entered the room with an accidental banging of the door.
"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you," he said, noticing I jumped.
"It's fine, I was just...uh...distracted by something. It's been a long day today."
"Yeah I know that feeling," he said with a laugh, "so what do you think of being a teacher at my school?"
"Teaching? Oh, it's fine. The students are better than I thought though. Some of the show real talent," I said as I thought about Laila and how wonderful her lips felt on mine and how good she is at kissing.
"You sure you're OK? You still look kinda shaken up from me slamming the door."
"Yeah, I'm fine. Like I said, I'm just distracted," I said, giving a sheepish grin, and probably blushing too.
"Whatcha thinking about?," Mikey questioned.
"Oh it's nothing important, just thinking about today."
"Nothing 'important', or nothing important?," he joked. I blushed slightly and tried to change the topic.
"It's nothing important, I promise. So how was your day?"
"Oh it was fine. You ready to go home?"
Yeah just let me get my shit together." I gathered my papers shakily and got ready to leave with my brother. He was only a junior but damn he was intuitive. He probably knew I was bothered by something but hopefully if I stayed behind my desk until we left he wouldn't see just how bothered I was by Laila.
Notes
I know it's short but I'll update again tonight if I can. XO
My account got deleted or something so I had to start all over. I used to be Ginger Killjoy, but I made a new account. It probably had something to do with changing my Tumblr URL since I log in here through Tumblr. Idk. Anyway, I'll be updating sometime today or tomorrow, so check out my "new and improved" fic
7/1/14