
Every Secret That I Keep
We like to play
[Gerard's POV]
When I turned around Frank was gone. Fuck. I wanted to talk to him more. Maybe if he rings me we can meet up and talk. Shit what am I on about?!? There's no way he likes me...I don't even know if he's gay. OMW. I don't even think he's gay. What if I'm gay...for a straight gay?!? My heads starts to spin. I decided to bunk the rest of school. If I wait till the start of next period I can slip out without anyone noticing. Mum will be at work so I can drive home and be back before school ends to pick up Mikey and Jenny.
On the drive home all I can think about is Frankie and his puppy dog eyes...fuck he's an adorable bastard. I've never felt this way about anyone before. Every time I look at his face I want to grab his cheeks and kiss him. 'I should do that' I say out load to myself and laugh.
[Franks POV]
School is going by sooooo sssllllooooowwwlllllyyyyy I think to myself. I should ring Gee after school, see if he wants to work on the project. Yes, He may be straight but that doesn't mean I can't be his friend and stare at him. Only 10 minutes left of school. My English teacher was rambling on about poetry and some guy 'Owen' something or other.
I hadn't seen Gee since this morning but he was all I could think about. I figure he had just gone home seeing as he wasn't in maths. I play with the piece of paper with his number on it which is inside the pocket of my hoodie. 5 minutes to go. My mind begins to wonder. I have been feeling a lot better this week. I haven't cut in almost 15 days. I smile proud of myself. Now that I have Gee as a friend I have had less urges. 2 minutes to go. I wonder what it would be like to have a pet unicorn... 1 minute to go. Gee's fucking nose is so cute. It's so small and pointy it's like a little button.
The bell rings.
[Gerard's POV]
I pull up in the school car park just before Mikey and Jenny emerge from school. I smile. They are holding hands. Cuties. A couple of seconds later they are climbing into the car.
'Hey you guys' I wink at Mikey 'any biz?' I ask turning to Jenny. She giggles and proceeds to tell me a bit about her and my baby bro. I smile. 'It's been a long time coming' I exclaim. Mikey punches my arm playfully and Jenny giggles. "So I hear you are into a certain Frank" says Jenny.
I slam the breaks. "What the Fuck?!?" I yell. "Gerard!!" Mikey yells.
"Sorry guys" I say shaking slightly. "Who...how...what" I whisper.
"I see the way you look at him Gee, and you were talking about him in your sleep" Mikey whispers.
"And we kinda figured you were gay Gerard" giggles Jenny. "You don't ever look at anyone's boobs and you like shopping".
I laugh at this. I guess in a way I'm relieved. "Does mums know?" I ask Mikey. "She's the one who pointed it out Gee .Oh and by the way...I'm pretty sure he likes you back"
"Oh come on dude, wise up" I sigh. "I'm pretty sure he's not even gay..."
"Oh he is Gerard. It is so obvious." Sequels Jenny. I can tell she's getting excited.
"We'll see" I say trying to act calmly but inside I'm squealing just as much as Jenny.
Notes
Frerard coming very soon sorry for the shitty writing you guys, I'm tired but I can't sleep haha
Please update! Please? *puppy-dog eyes*
12/21/14