Every Secret That I Keep

[Frank's POV]
My heart skipped a beat when Mr Smith said I was going to be working with Gerard. I don't get it, I mean yeah, the guy is hot. Really hot. But I don't know why I cared so much? At least this meant someone would have to talk to me, right?
At lunch I walked to the canteen and sat by myself again. I didn't eat again. I didn't want to get sick like last time, but I didn't want to be fat either. About 15 minute in, I saw Gerard walking towards me. I looked around thinking he was maybe walking towards someone else. No. He was walking towards me. I started to freak out. I wasn't good with talking, I don't do strangers very well. He sat down opposite me and extended out his hand for me to shake it. "Hey. My name is Gerard. I'm in your class, we are working together on the music project." I did my best to shake his hand but my hands were shaking and my breathing was getting heavy. This was so embarrassing. "Frank...are you okay?" He said, he looked worried. This calmed me down a bit.
"Yeah, fine, sorry" I smiled and tried to slow my breathing. "Sorry I um...I have anxiety I freak out sometimes" I said in between breathes.
"oh dude that sucks." He said. He smiled at me. Fuck his smile was so pretty. He had little baby teeth that were too small for his mouth and there was lots of little gaps between them. It was so cute. He was so fucking hot.
We made small talk for a while, he complimented my hoodie and we talked about bands until the bell rung. We walked to last period together. Maths. I hate maths. I can do it but I hate it. Gee sat beside me...Gee... Did I really just call him that...yh I did. He told me all about how he brother Mikey was apparently amazing at maths. I just watched his jaw line as he spoke. He had such an amazing jawline. After class we walked out together. 'Hey you should come meet Jenny and Mikey' he said excitedly. As soon as he said it he blushed and tried to act cool. 'I mean only if you want.'
"Yh" I replied. "I could use all the friends I can get"
Jenny and Mikey were really rad. Mikey was very quiet and came across as very intellectual. Jenny was very bubbly and giggly. You could tell she was really into Mikey. Mikey kind of reminded me of Gerard. You could tell they were brothers.
After about 15 minutes I said I had to leave. I got into my car and started to drive. The whole way home I just smiled and thought about Gerard and sang along to the words on my Black Veil Brides CD. Today was a good day.

[Gerard's POV]
Was it possible, that I Gerard Way, was gay? No. No way. These were the thoughts racing through my head as I lay in bed with my headphones on. I mean, I suppose it made sense...that's why my relationships with girls never lasted...that's why, No. No No No. My head was screaming. It's Just when frank laughed...shit his laugh was so cute. That dude was so small and adorable and his big brown puppy eyes. Man... No. I don't know what's going on. I couldn't believe what I was thinking. That guy is Hot. Frank is hot as fuck. But no I'm straight. I couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned till about 3 in the morning. Mikey would know. I should wake Mikey...No I can't do that, I'm just tired it's ok. There was a war going on in my head one side yelling about how beautiful Frank was, the other screaming "NO YOU LIKE GIRLS!!" At about 4 I fell into a deep sleep. I was Glad, glad to escape from my own head for a while. But one thing I was sure of by the time I feel asleep I really did like this guy...

Notes

So hopefully frerard will start to take place in the next chapter:) leave any comments below sorry for the crappy writing I'm just trying to make sure this all makes sense:)