
Every Secret That I Keep
If I had the guts.
[Gerard's POV]
The rest of the day was really boring. Just teachers handing us new books and going over the topics we were going to be covering this year. The new kid, Frank sat by himself at the front in every class. I looked for him at lunch, I was going to say hi but then I shook that thought. I didn't know what was wrong with me, why was a being like this. I just assumed it was one of those days.
I waited for Mikey after school. I always drove him and Jenny home after school.
'Hey kiddo' I say when he climbed into the car, 'How was your first day back in hell?' He laughed at this, I love it when he laughs, he doesn't often. He usually just has a poker face like 24/7.
'It was grand' he replied in a sarcastic tone and then going back to his blank expression.
We watched as Jenny did a sort of half walk half run towards the car. She was adorable, a really pretty girl. She was head over heels for Mikey, he just didn't see it. I giggled at her entrance.
'Hey Gee, Hey Mikey!' She climbed into the car in the most inelegant way possible which made Mikey laugh again. 'Twice!' I yelled. 'Mikey what's with the good mood?'
'Donno...' He mumbled, he smiled at Jenny in the mirror and she blushed.
As we drove they told me about their day at school and they flirted with each other endlessly, but I didn't hear a word they were saying, all I could think about was that kid Frank. It was decided. I was going to talk to him tomorrow.
[Frank's POF]
As I drove home I started to relax a little. Today had been okay I suppose but it was still nerve wrecking. I saw Gerard walking around at lunch today, he looked really lost. I noticed him looking at me in class, probably thinking about how I was a weirdo or something. I wish I could talk to him.
When I got home I went straight to my room as usual. I thought about making dinner but then decided against it. I was still a little shaky so I took out my guitar.
Pansy was my only friend, it's weird enough for me to name my guitar never mind call it my friend but it was true.
We had music tomorrow, I couldn't wait. Finally something interesting. Maybe tomorrow would be better and someone might talk to me, then I wouldn't have to sit by myself at lunch. Oh who was I kidding, I'm not that lucky. That's never going to happen.
After about an hour I put pansy away and put in a U2 CD. I fell asleep listening to it.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I hit it with my hand and sat up. I had to get a shower, I had to at least try to look presentable today. After my shower I got out and dried myself off. I put on Black skinny jeans as usual, a Marvel Tshirt and an AC/DC hoodie. I did my hair today. I just ran gel through it and I even bothered to do my eyeliner. I hadn't in a while and I missed it. Music was first period, so I didn't want to be late.
[Gerard's POV]
I like music. We don't really do work, we just muck about and play with the instruments. When I walked into the class I saw we had a new teacher. I rolled my eyes. This meant new rules. I sat at the back were I usually do and stared into space while the teacher talked on and on about homework and getting to class on time. After about 10 minutes he stopped and said we had a new project.
"You will be working in pairs" he said. I immediately nodded at Jason and the class began to whisper about who they were going to work with. "I will be choosing your partners" he yelled over the noise.
I groaned. Great now I'm going to have to work with some dweeb I don't like. He listed off names for about 10 minutes. He paired Jason off with Claire which I wasn't happy about, but he has a thing for her so he was pretty chuffed. "And that leaves Frank and Gerard, you two will be working together"
I sat up straight as soon as he said that. I gave myself a mental slap and reminded myself to wise up but I couldn't help but smile.
Notes
Sorry guys I promise it's going to get a lot more into the Frerard stuff now I just had to build up a bit of a background first. I decided not to go into the whole Gee being with girls thing and we will just sort it as wee go along. I can't sleep so I might upload more tonight:)
Please update! Please? *puppy-dog eyes*
12/21/14