Miss Me, Miss Me, Now You Wanna Kiss Me

I was forced into the back of the Trans Am, one of the guys drove my motorcycle. I avoided Ghoul's gaze and when we got to the diner I hoped from the car. If I had a time to run it would be now. Maybe I could run but I wouldn't be able to get far. Ghoul grabbed my arm and dragged me into the diner and to the room we use to share. As soon as the door shut a pair of lips crashed into mine and I went to push him off of me.

My hands met his chest but when his hands moved up and down my sides beneath my shirt i melted into him. I made have changed but somethings can't change. My hands traveled up to his neck and I pulled him closer to me. Part of me knew that I was going to regret this later. His lips detached from mine and I bit back a whimper of protest.

"We..we have to talk." He said breathless. I sighed and sat down on my little cot. His sat only feet from mine in our closet of a room and he looked me right in the eye. I mentally cringed from all the emotions going through his eyes and he cleared his throat. "Why did you leave?" He said quietly and I closed my eyes. I couldn't do this to him, to me. My hand automatically touched the rather large and horrible scar down my midsection and I opened my eyes to find him starring at me intently.

"I.." I started but couldn't finish. It hurt so much to have to tell him. My mind raced around trying to find something else to replace the truth with but nothing could come to my rescue.

"Tell me." He said, his voice stern and strict.

"Because I don't love you." I blurted and mentally cursed myself for saying the worst possible lie I could tell. I peeked over at him and he just looked distraught. "Frank," I started to try and take it back but he held up a hand, stopping me. I hoped he would know it wasn't the truth when I used his actual name but my luck was running out

"It's fine Avalon." He said, his voice sad and he got up. I looked away from him and heard the bedroom door open and slam and I pulled off my bag and laid it next to me. I was so stupid, coming back here.

{Ghoul's POV}

"Because I don't love you." She said and I felt my insides rip apart. I bit back a cry of pain and she tried to change what she said. "Frank." She whispered. My heart beat fast when she used my real name but this wasn't my Ava. She was gone, this was just some one in her body.

"It's fine Avalon." I said and she cringed slightly at her full first name and looked away from me. I opened the door and slammed it behind me. I hadn't had nearly enough to drink tonight. I stomped to the main room and grabbed a bottle of Bourbon from behind the counter and popped the cap.

"Bottoms up." I said sarcastically and held the opening of the bottle to my lips. The liquor burned a little on the way down but it put a nice haze over my thoughts and seemed to drown out the pain ripping through my body. I took another couple of swigs from the bottle and noticed it was pretty much empty by then. There, much better.

I stumbled upstairs and felt my body going into a cold sweat. I got to the bathroom just in time to hurl in the toilet. Muffled footsteps came from down the hall and I tried to look up but more of my stomach tried to evacuate through my mouth.

"Shit." I heard someone mutter and there was a tiny pause when I felt a cold wash rag on my forehead. My stomach pumped itself out and once it was done I was pulled from the toilet seat. My vision blurred in and out and I saw the familiar orange hair.

{Venom's POV}

I pulled Ghoul from the toilet and went to clean up the mess he had made when he grabbed a lock of my hair.

"You know I like this color more than the blue." He slurred and I just nodded. I knew he was drunk because if he wasn't then he wouldn't be talking to me. I cleaned up as best as I could and picked him up off the floor. This boy was light as a feather.

"Come on time to sleep." I said and took him back to our room. He mumbled incoherently into my hair and I laid him on his stomach.

"No, don't leave me. Not again." His voice said through the dark and I felt the tears well up in my eyes.

"Why not?" I said without thinking and he played with my hand.

"Because I love you and last time you left I was sad. Left me all alone with a little black box. Had to stare at it for ages before I had Poison bury it." He slurred and I covered my mouth with my hand.

"I'll be here when you wake up." I said and kissed his forehead and laid in my cot. I starred up at the ceiling as my eyelids grew heavy, plunging me into a nightmare of epic preportions.

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