Chapter Eleven.
"Oh. Look, I'm sorry I lied it's just that-"
"Just that you lied to me, LIEd! Why?" he took another step towards me.
"You want to know the truth, so... I felt really hurt when you didn't want to fuck me, and so I remembered tha tI had a date with my New York girlfriend, and I thought she might make me feel better, and it did. I don't like her, I just pretend to because if I break her heart, she'll hate me, and turn a lot of people against me, and I don't want to be the loser again. I don't want to be ingored, I want to be noticed, not left out, I HATE eing left out. Denial is the worst feeling in the world for me because it's my weak spot. Whevnever I get denied, I LIE, and think it won't hurt anyone.
Just that, I like you, and I was going to ask you out, but your straight, and I'm not. I just met you yesterday, and I'm fucking in love. Your so perfect, and cute. I don't think a guy like me, would ever have a chance with someone like YOU! Your Gerard Way, and I'm Frank Ier. Smallest person in the world, stupid, annoying, ugly, retarded, mean, fucked up. I don't think-"
I paused, I was crying. Gerard. He.
"Frank. Were all beautiful in our own fucked up ways." Gerard gave me a hug. Not like the one I got from Rin, this was more special.
"I love you Gerard. And I'm sorry I lied to you, I just."
"Frank, it's fine. I love you too."
He actually said heloved me too! Sure, I love Rin, as a acool person, and fake girlfriend, but I love-loved Gerard. He's my real-
He's not my boyfriend.

Notes

I AM a fast typer arent I?
Yes.