My Frerard Romance.
Chapter Nineteen.
Frank's POV
gee was by my side when I woke up, and I couldn't be happier. He's sleeps so perfectly, I looked over at him and he wasn't moving. He was so beautiful and so innocent I just didn't want to wake him up. I slowly got out of bed and tiptoed upstairs to the kitchen. But I seen Mikey in there, at the computer again.
"Mike?" I whispered. He turned around to look at me and just waved."hey." He said.
"Are you feeling okay, Mikes?" I asked.
"Yeah it's okay I was just thinking about that think that Amber told me. Even those three months ago, it still feels like is just yesterday that she told me. I just don't think I'm ready to be a father." He said.
"Who Mikey it's can be okay base me and Gerard had to go to the same and I didn't think I was ready, it was kind of a huge mistake to leave Gerard for just one night but he was in accident I'm pretty sure we're ready." I sat by him.
"what if I can't I'm a bad parent? What if the kid doesn't like me?" He asked seriously.
"Well you can't change their opinion on you, but you can try your hardest to be a good dad. We can make it through this, I've known you long enough to know that you're a nice person. I've never seen you be mean to anyone." I said.
"But...aren't you worried?" He asked.
"Yeah I am, but Gee and I have been taking parenting classes, and, we've talked about stuff like this. And we got jobs-"
"Frank, I can't. I can't do it. I'm going to be a terrible parent and Amber will leave me." He said. He pushed his hair back, and I could feel the sadness in his voice.
"Mikey, she won't leave you, and if you're so worried, why haven't you talked to her about this?" I asked stretching.
"Because...she'd think I'm a pussy." I giggled and patted his back.
"Mikey. Oh my god! You have to talk to her about these things. She's your girlfriend." It was hard for me not to laugh. He was being ultimately serious, but it was for a silly reason.
"Frank, it's Amber! She's so amazing but I've seen her get angry once, and she's scary."
"What was she getting angry for?" he paused for a moment.
"Last month, They didn't..." I waited for him to continue. "...they didn't...have her special shakes at Safeway."
"Milkshakes? She started buggin' out over milkshakes?"
"Not just any milkshakes. They were the good kind, and I always buy them for her. She says it helps with her stomach cramps."
"That's so sweet, Mike. "
"Do you think she really loves me? Be honest." Poor Mike, he's worrying too much.
"I know this is a lot of pressure being put on you right now, and you're worrying way too much. But it's normal, because soon, you'll be a dad and this...this is just so much stress but I know we can make it through. Amber loves you, and she'd never hurt you, she's just...carrying a baby around, she's overheating, and she's...being bitchy...because she's gonna be a Mama soon." I am pretty sure that is the deepest thing I've said all week.
"Promise?"
"Promise."
Notes
Y'all mothafuckas need frerard.
This is my first fanfic and it is amazing!!
12/7/16