Prison is a lonely place
On your mother's eye say a prayer
**Gerard's POV**
Dani is the little sister I never had, her and the boys are one of the only reasons why I'm still alive. They need me. I can't let my depression and alcohol abuse get in the way of the fact that these kids don't have anyone other then me and the band. Dani, Cal and Elli have all had it really rough.
Danielle has bi polar disorder, depression, insomnia and severe anxiety disorder but she doesn't remember to take her meds, she is completely mentally unstable but she is the most lovable and crazy girl you will ever meet. Dani doesn't remember cutting herself or trying to kill herself numerous times. I wish I could make her safe and happy.
Callum had extremely abusive parents so he ran away at a really young age and turned to drugs and alcohol. The poor boys parents didn't even tell the cops that he ran away.
Elliot is so much like myself that it's scary that's why he's my minnie-me. Big brown sunken eyes, hair that's dyed so often that no one remembers it's natural colour, pale skin, caring nature but a rough start to life. Elliot's parents were drug dealers, like Callum, he ran away at a young age and developed severe anxiety, depression and was constantly drunk.
I call the three of them my trouble makers but apart from the whole being fugitives, their actually really good kids and I'm proud to call myself their big brother.
**Third person**
Gerard was pulled out of his day dream by the squeal of tires pulling into their driveway. The two drunk 18 year olds somehow manage to unlock the door and then fall over in hysterics at a now pissed off Gerard's feet "Fuck boys! you stink more then I do after a gig! go to bed!"
"but Gee! what about Dani!" Callum attempted to say
"there's nothing we can do tonight for her so get your drunken asses into bed!"
After both boys were in bed and snoring in their joint bedroom and all of the band members were in their rooms asleep, Gerard went back to the room that he and his little Princess shared. Dani's side of the room was ordered exactly how she liked it, matress in the left corner under the window, a pile of books with a glass and her meds on top, her knives layed out on the floor, the pintail longboard that Gerard gave her for her birthday beside them and her art isle in the middle. Gerard started singing the song that he wrote after his Girlfriend broke his heart andDani got arrested for the first time
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. He picked up Dani's sketch book
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. Turned away and tears started to form in his eyes
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Sat down on his mattress
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? "do you remember that?" he mumbled as the tears went streaming down his face "you ended up in a cast for 6 weeks and I babied you" he barely managed to get out as he stroked Dani's hair in her favorite picture of them
I'm not okay Gerard spat out and collapsed into a ball of tears on his pillow
Dani is the little sister I never had, her and the boys are one of the only reasons why I'm still alive. They need me. I can't let my depression and alcohol abuse get in the way of the fact that these kids don't have anyone other then me and the band. Dani, Cal and Elli have all had it really rough.
Danielle has bi polar disorder, depression, insomnia and severe anxiety disorder but she doesn't remember to take her meds, she is completely mentally unstable but she is the most lovable and crazy girl you will ever meet. Dani doesn't remember cutting herself or trying to kill herself numerous times. I wish I could make her safe and happy.
Callum had extremely abusive parents so he ran away at a really young age and turned to drugs and alcohol. The poor boys parents didn't even tell the cops that he ran away.
Elliot is so much like myself that it's scary that's why he's my minnie-me. Big brown sunken eyes, hair that's dyed so often that no one remembers it's natural colour, pale skin, caring nature but a rough start to life. Elliot's parents were drug dealers, like Callum, he ran away at a young age and developed severe anxiety, depression and was constantly drunk.
I call the three of them my trouble makers but apart from the whole being fugitives, their actually really good kids and I'm proud to call myself their big brother.
**Third person**
Gerard was pulled out of his day dream by the squeal of tires pulling into their driveway. The two drunk 18 year olds somehow manage to unlock the door and then fall over in hysterics at a now pissed off Gerard's feet "Fuck boys! you stink more then I do after a gig! go to bed!"
"but Gee! what about Dani!" Callum attempted to say
"there's nothing we can do tonight for her so get your drunken asses into bed!"
After both boys were in bed and snoring in their joint bedroom and all of the band members were in their rooms asleep, Gerard went back to the room that he and his little Princess shared. Dani's side of the room was ordered exactly how she liked it, matress in the left corner under the window, a pile of books with a glass and her meds on top, her knives layed out on the floor, the pintail longboard that Gerard gave her for her birthday beside them and her art isle in the middle. Gerard started singing the song that he wrote after his Girlfriend broke his heart andDani got arrested for the first time
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. He picked up Dani's sketch book
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. Turned away and tears started to form in his eyes
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Sat down on his mattress
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? "do you remember that?" he mumbled as the tears went streaming down his face "you ended up in a cast for 6 weeks and I babied you" he barely managed to get out as he stroked Dani's hair in her favorite picture of them
I'm not okay Gerard spat out and collapsed into a ball of tears on his pillow
Notes
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To anyone who follows my story, I am the writer but I changed my tumblr URL and so can't log into my original account which means no more updates unfortunately....BUT I will be transferring all of the chapters onto Wattpad for those of you who are really into the story and want to keep reading! and yes there will be new updates I'm really sorry for the inconvenience and I hope you have enjoyed what has been posted :)
http://www.wattpad.com/51776536-prison-is-a-lonely-place-chapter-1-in-the-middle
5/26/14