I've Heard You've Been Bleeding

My cheeks went from bright red, to the palest they've ever been. And freaking dead for fuck sake. "No, I don't. It looks like you have two, Gerard." I said nervously. He quickly went to the mirror in the hallway.
"Fuck.." He spat under his breath. While he was looking, I raced to the door and grabbed my stuff. He must have seen or heard me move.

"Does you're mom want you home?" He asked as he crept from the hallway to the front door.
"I don't..." I said, rubbing the back my neck.
His perfect, tiny, pink lips separated. "Oh Frank, I'm so sorry. I-"
"It's okay." I gave him a reassuring smile. "She's been gone for awhile." I said in a bitter-sweet tone. "I should probably go, it's really late and it's a school night."
"Are you sure? You're right it is pretty late. Are you gunna be okay?" He asked with little concern in his voice.
I nodded. "Yeah I think I should be fine." I said giving him another, reassuring smile.
he nodded and gave me a weak and tired smile. "Night Frank. See you tomorrow."
I nodded and waved goodbye. "Night Gerard. Tell Mikey and the rest I said good bye."
"Will do."

I turned and opened the door and rushed home. As soon as I got home I sank to the floor out of stress. I was almost caught. I then, had to cover it up by punching the poor kid in the face. I probably didn't have to hit him as hard as I did for him to get knocked out. Considering all the crap he's been through lately. Guilt dragged my body to bed and I flopped into the cozy mattress. I felt my eyes drag as I laid there thinking. Why was I trying to keep myself up? With that thought, I quickly shut my eyes and turned onto my side, falling asleep with in minuets.

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I woke up and softly pressed the snooze button on my alarm clock. I found myself sweating in my blankets. I decided to ditch school today because I felt sick. It had to be from the human food I was being forced to eat. Besides it was Friday and I really didn't want to see Gerard. He wouldn't notice anyway.

Notes

Hey I know it's short but im hella tired and cant even keep my eyes open.
I've seriously had to wake myself up like six times.
I'm sorry it's kinda pointless but I'm already thinking of what to write tomorrow.
Sorry it's short too.
I love you guys.
Stay Ugly.