The more I thought about how much I liked him, the more I realized how bad this situation was. This was not meant to happen. Gerard was meant to be just a meal. He wasn't supposed to be my friend, let alone my crush. He had this thing about him. It wasn't his blood. Not anymore. He made me feel.. Alive, I guess. Whenever I looked into his eyes, it gave me the same warm sensation I'd get from the sun. It was like a rush of pulses, coursing in my body. But as much as I like feeling alive, I knew it could never really happen. The rush would eventually fade and I would continue roaming the earth, searching for that one feeling. It was my unfortunet fate. Neither Gerard or I could change it. I was born to die. And that's what I was dealt when I put my cards down. Wakening Death.

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I woke up to the sound of birds welcoming the morning. I was a little thankful that I had waken up before my alarm. I wouldn't have to rush to get breakfast today. I like having more time to get what I want. Like I said, I'm a very picky vampire.

I got dressed and plunged myself into the brisk morning. The sweet, cold air, crept into the layers of clothes I had piled on and gently caressed my body. Goosebumps formed on my skin with every step I took. To be honest, I liked the cold air sometimes. Even though my skin is like a freezer in the tundra, I was feeling something, and that's what I want. To feel something, anything.

I eventually found what I was looking for, after being outside for ten minuets or so. I was outside an apartment complex. The blood was strong which meant it was good. I went up to the bedroom window of my victim and easily snuck inside. When I got inside, they were sleeping, heavily too. I probably could have just used my ears to find them. They were snoring louder than hell. Lucky for me, they wouldn't wake up.

As I came closer to their body, I realized it was an old woman. I was a little struck by the body. Old people blood is usually the worst you can get. It's always bitter and you could actually get sick from it. I went to the other side of the bed to double check. She was old alright, probably 80 or something. I crept batch to my old spot and quickly found the spot I needed. I pierced her quickly and drank as much as I could. Her blood was the best blood I'd have in weeks. It was filling and very pure. When I was done I left immediately because she started to stir. I jumped from her window feeling more satisfied than ever.

It was almost time for school so I rushed to get there in time. As I was running to my first period, I crashed into someone. They must have not been paying attention because they fell down beside me. They quickly got up and extended an arm to help me. Without looking up, I took it.
"Frank, you gotta look where your going." A familiar, pleasing voice said as they pulled me to my feet. I looked up and saw those gorgeous, honey hazel eyes. I blushed as I felt my insides tingle with warmth.
"S-sorry Gerard.. I didn't want to be late." I said quietly.
He chuckled and tossed his raven hair back. "It's fine, just watch where your going. It may not be me next time it happens." He smiled and walked with me to our class.

After a few minuets of being in class and not paying attention, I felt a nudge at my arm. When I looked up, Gerard was staring at me like I was crazy.
"What's that on your lip? Did you get in a fight?" He asked pointing at the fresh blood that sat on my lip. His face was pale and a little scared.
"Uh.. No.. I fell when I was leaving my house this morning. Some dumb little kid left his bike on the side walk and I tripped." Nice lie, Frank.. I thought. He seemed convince so I stuck by it.
"Oh that sucks. I'm sorry." He said softly. He was staring in my eyes and I felt frozen, or melted in ah of him. Once I realized I was staring, I snapped my head back to my paper. My check grew with redness and heat. I saw him smirk out of the corner of my eye.

The rest of the day went the same way it always went. I saw the guys at lunch and didn't talk to them for the rest of the day. My last class was different. I don't know why but I told the guys to come over after school.
"Okay. Sound good. What time?" Gerard asked.
"Uh, we don't have school tomorrow, so seven?" I said. They all nodded in agreement.
The bell rang and they all walked past me. "See you at seven" Gerard whispered and winked as he walked past me.

Why would I do this? I had to go out and but groceries for the fridge I never use. I only use it to store blood packages I get that have alcohol in them. What? I like to let loose every once in a while.. Don't judge me.

After leaving the school I went to the store to buy good for the guys. I only bought enough to make it look like I had just enough for five teenage boys. How did I get myself into this?

The more I thought about it, everything came back into my mind. It was the begging of the last period and Gerard sat next me instead of sitting with Ray.
"Hey Frank what are you doing tonight?" He asked. His eyes were looking deep into mine. I felt like I was stuck there, just staring. "Uh, Frank?"
"Huh? Yeah?"
"What are you doing tonight?" He asked again in an accidental sexy tone.
"I'm not doing anything... Wanna come over?"
"Gerard Way, get in your assigned seat before I mark you tardy." the teacher yelled, making Gerard leave before he could answer. I was dazed the rest of the class, oblivious to what I had done.

So now I was stocking my fridge with tons of junk food, getting ready for their arrival. I had sent a text to Gerard, telling him the directions to my apartment. I dreaded the moment. I wished I hadn't done this. I have never had people come in m, let alone teenagers. As long as I had been "alive" I had never met anyone as rambunctious as Bob. He was going to eventually break something so I put all my breakables in my closet. A few minuets later I jumped from the loud knock on my door. I rushed to it and opened it, only seeing Gerard.
"Hi." He said softly, giving a nervous smile.
"Hi." I said back, letting him in. "I thought Mikey, Bob and Ray where coming with you. Where are they?"
He turned around from looking at my apartment. His eyes pierced into mine and gave a sexy but devious smile. "They bailed."

Notes

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