Who am I to you?

His head shot up, but it was too late. The front bumper slammed into him, sending him flying as though he were nothing more than a rag doll. He landed behind the car, unmoving. Gerard and I screamed, me running towards him as Gerard ran back.

"Get help!" I held Mikey close to me, trying to find a pulse. I wasn't getting anything, and I began to panic. "Mikey! MIKEY!"

There was an almost inaudible groan, and my pulse sped up rapidly in desperate fear. "Mikey?! Mikey speak to me!" I pressed my ear to his chest gently, faintly hearing his heartbeat. "Oh my god, hang in there Mikey please!" Tears were streaming down my face, pooling on his chest that was rapidly turning crimson. The only indication of life was his shallow breathing, which was slowing rapidly. "Mikey..." I sobbed, clutching him to my chest. I could feel the life fading from his body. "No..." I whispered, pressing my face into his shoulder.

It was then that the doors burst open, medical personnel flooding out. The noise was atrocious, but I couldn't hear any of it. It was all just white noise compared to the grief overwhelming me. I could feel people trying to pull me off him, but nothing was working. I could feel myself sobbing and screaming, though I heard nothing.

Well.

Almost nothing.

There was one sound that was working its way through my blocked hearing and into my head. A voice. Gerard's voice.

"Frankie... Frankie let go of him... Please..." His sweet voice whispered in my ear. It was now that I realized his arms were wrapped around me, holding me close. "Let go." His voice was what finally made me break, my grip loosening and Mikey being taken away. I curled up into Gerard and cried, gripping his shirt tightly in my fist. I could feel his tears landing in my hair and on my face as he hugged me tighter and tighter.

"Mikey..." I cried softly, finally ending with sniffles. All my tears were gone.

Notes

OH MY GOD WHAT DID I WRITE. WHY. WHY DID I DO THIS. I'M SO SORRY.

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