It started with an art lesson

*magically skip to Sunday*

"I'm here Siena open up!" Gerard shouted from behind my door

"Hi gee!" I shout as I hug him

"Hey Siena!" He laughs as he stumbles backwards.

"Comin" I say as I stop hugging him and walk inside

. "So what are we working on today?" He asks

"I'm doing a portfolio for college and I really need a scholarship like desperately. I don't think I can afford to pay.. So I need you to like model for me so I can sketch you" I ask as I bat my eyelashes and twirl my hair

"Ok " he replies he moves into a comfortable position and nods. I begin sketching his figure, then his ink black hair

. *an hour later*

"HELLS YEAH! I'm done!" I shout in glee.

"Am I that much of a pain to look at?" He pretends to act hurt

"Yeah you are" I laugh as I ruffle his hair, which is hard for me because I'm like the shortest person ever... Ok I'm only 5'5 but I'm still considered short compared to him. He chuckles and messes around with my curled lavender hair.

He stares into my blue orbs as I stare into his hazel eyes. I'm not sure what was attracting me to him but I starts to lean in. I noticed he was doing the same. My eyes closed as our lips locked. Oh god I feel fireworks. I run my hands through his hair as he pulls me close.

Slowly he breaks away from me. And I just sat there dumbfounded at what just happened "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" he apologizes quickly "I uh better go" he scurries out the door.

"wait don't- go" I sigh as I start crying. I'm sure he felt what I felt.

See this is why no one loves you! Your a loner... I open the desk draw and pull out a shiny blade. One deep. Two deeper. Three deepest. I let the cool blade kiss my wrist. I switch to the other wrist and write 'alone' in cuts.

I sob and drag myself to the bathroom to clean myself. Why doesn't he like me? I only met him a few days ago but I feel like for once in my I belong with someone...

Gerard's pov:

I knock on Siena's hotel door, god I couldn't wait to see her face again. That sounds creepy.... I know it's wrong for a teacher to like a student of his but she's really attractive.

"I'm here Siena open up!" I shout The door opens and there was Siena

"Hi gee!" She squeals and hugs me. I stumble backwards a little bit then hug her. She pulls away and motions for me to come in.

"What are we working on today?" I ask

"I'm doing a portfolio for college and I need a scholarship like desperately. I don't think I can afford to pay so I need a scholarship. Can you model for me so I can sketch you?" She pleads and bats her long eyelashes. Jesus when ever she does that I can freaking say no.

"Ok" I nod and move into a comfortable position.

*an hour later*

"HELLS YEAH IM DONE!"she shouts and gets up to show me.

"Am I that much of a pain to look at?" I ask with a sad face

"Yes you are" she jokes and messes with my already Disheveled hair. I return the favor by screwing up her light violet hair. I look down at her beautiful cyan blue eyes, and I notice her staring at my hazel ones.

I smile and start to lean in as she does the same. My eyes shut closed as she gently kisses my lips. Her lips are soft as fuck and She tastes like cherries and mint. God I could stay here forever like this. She starts running her fingers through my somewhat long hair. I pull her closer as we kiss. I soon realize what I'm doing, shit.... She probably hates me right now. I'm a teacher and she's a student! I could get arrested! I let go of her reluctantly and pull away.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that"I say nervously. "I uh better go" I quickly run out the door with my stuff and leave. She probably hates me...

Siena:

That night I slowly cry myself to sleep, wishing Gerard stayed here.

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