I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.

***Gerards POV***

She just walked out. Just, did it. Didn't even look me in the eye. What have I done? This is all my fault. I can't live without her. I can't, I just can't.

I stood there for a minuet crying before I collapsed and cried even harder. My heart was pounding out of my chest, I felt like I was going to be sick.

***Hayleys POV***

I sat in my car and laid my head on the steering wheel and burst out crying. I drove home and went upstairs to my bed and cried the hardest I ever had. I loved him and I walked out on him.

I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a razor, something I haven't touched in ages. I looked at it, I was shiny. I put it against my wrist and pushed. I pulled along my greenish veins, drawing blood. I did another, and another and another. I then got some tissue and pressed it against the fresh cuts.

I put on a baggy jumper and leggings and went downstairs for dinner, I ate hardly any of it.

"Why aren't you eating" My mum asked.

"Not hungry" I said, staring at my hands gripping the bottom of my sleeves.

I went back upstairs and laid in my bed when my phone rang. It was Gerard.

"H-Hello" I said to him, clearing my throat.

"Hayley, are you safe. Are you ok" He asked, his voice filled with concern.

"I'm fine" I said to him trying to hold back the tears.

"Where are you" He said.

"I'm at home" I said to him.

"I love you Hayley" He said, I could tell he was crying.

"I love you Gerard but"

"I-I'll see you tomorrow"

"Yeah" I said to him, promptly hanging up.

I went back to sleep.

***The next morning***

I walked into school, double art first. I had to see Jenna first.

"Jenna" I shouted as soon as I saw her.

"Where the fuck have you been. You've been ignoring me for ages. Whats wrong with you" He shouted, she was really angry. I have to tell her about Gerard.

"I need to tell you something" I said to her, pulling her to the side.

"I. I'm in a relationship with Mr.Way" I said to her, looking her in the eye.

Her eyes widened and her mouth dropped.

"Are you serious, do you know how illegal and wrong that is"

"Jenna, I love him. But he's done something. I'm worried about him" I said to her barely above a whisper.

"I hate to think what that is" She said almost sarcastically.

"He took cocaine and Xanax" I said to her, holding back the tears.

"I'm not getting involved" She said as she walked away.

The bell for first lesson went and I almost ran to Art to see him.

He was standing there with his back to the door and the front of the class. I slammed my bag down trying to get his attention but he didn't move. The last bell went to signal the end of change time and he turned around and told us what we were going to do. Everyone started it when Gerard asked me to come outside.

"Yeah" I said to him, looking at the floor.

"Are you safe" He said to me, putting his hand on my shoulder.

"I'm fine" I said, holding back the tears.

"What have you got after this" He said, shoving his hands in his pockets.

"I have a free"

"Me too, can we talk then" He said, kicking the floor.

"Yeah" I said, walking back in.

Notes

may death never stop you is so fucking emosh