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I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.

Save me from my self destruction

***The next day***

***Gerard POV***

I got up and Hayley was still in bed. I felt worse than yesterday, much worse. I went downstairs and started crying. I wanted to die.

I got downstairs and looked in the cupboard, I was out of pills. Hayley was still asleep so I went outside to the pharmacy to get some more.

******

I got to the pharmacy and walked up to the door when this man outside approached me.

"Looking down a bit there mate" He said to me quietly.

"Yeah" I said, not making eye contact.

He reached into his pocket and bought out a small white package. It was cocaine.

"Dirt cheap, makes you happy as fuck" He said.

I thought about it in my head for a moment.

"How much" I replied. I have to make Hayley happy and by doing that, I need to be happy.

"20"

I took it from his hand and placed a 20 dollar bill in his hand. I walked off with my head down and got back into the car. I put them in my glove box and went back into the shop to buy cough sweets and anti-depressants.

******

I got back home to see Hayley just coming down the stairs, I clenched my cocaine and anti-depressants. She came over and gave me a hug.

"Where did you go" He said with her croaky morning voice.

"I went to get cough sweets" I said, pushing past her and walking up stairs to he toilet.

I sat down on the toilet seat and put my head in my hands. I let out a small cry before getting on the floor and laying out the cocaine on the toilet seat. I looked at it for a moment before snorting it.

I cleared up and went downstairs to Hayley. I gave her a massive hug and told her I loved her.

"I love you too" She replied with a huge smile.

Her lips crashed into mine and I could feel myself going light headed. I pulled away and looked into her eyes before fainting.

Notes

sozzers for the short chapter.

Comments

Nooooo!

Alex Quinn Alex Quinn
4/7/14

@Mcr_is_life
whoop whoop :)

I'm English too whoo!!!!! Xoxo

Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
3/19/14