
I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.
Save me from my self destruction
***The next day***
***Gerard POV***
I got up and Hayley was still in bed. I felt worse than yesterday, much worse. I went downstairs and started crying. I wanted to die.
I got downstairs and looked in the cupboard, I was out of pills. Hayley was still asleep so I went outside to the pharmacy to get some more.
******
I got to the pharmacy and walked up to the door when this man outside approached me.
"Looking down a bit there mate" He said to me quietly.
"Yeah" I said, not making eye contact.
He reached into his pocket and bought out a small white package. It was cocaine.
"Dirt cheap, makes you happy as fuck" He said.
I thought about it in my head for a moment.
"How much" I replied. I have to make Hayley happy and by doing that, I need to be happy.
"20"
I took it from his hand and placed a 20 dollar bill in his hand. I walked off with my head down and got back into the car. I put them in my glove box and went back into the shop to buy cough sweets and anti-depressants.
******
I got back home to see Hayley just coming down the stairs, I clenched my cocaine and anti-depressants. She came over and gave me a hug.
"Where did you go" He said with her croaky morning voice.
"I went to get cough sweets" I said, pushing past her and walking up stairs to he toilet.
I sat down on the toilet seat and put my head in my hands. I let out a small cry before getting on the floor and laying out the cocaine on the toilet seat. I looked at it for a moment before snorting it.
I cleared up and went downstairs to Hayley. I gave her a massive hug and told her I loved her.
"I love you too" She replied with a huge smile.
Her lips crashed into mine and I could feel myself going light headed. I pulled away and looked into her eyes before fainting.
Notes
sozzers for the short chapter.
Nooooo!
4/7/14