Dear Dan

*5 months ago (before break-up)*
We had reached the end of our amazing sex session.

As she reached climax, she fell beside me with a sigh.
I stared into her beautiful eyes

'I love you totoro' I said as she giggled. she was so adorable. I am so lucky that I have her.
I still remember the day we first met.

*flashback*
'Victoria, your up now' mrs best called out.

'okay, here goes...
This can't be real
This pain I feel
I'm in a dark cave
All alone never to be saved

Won't somebody find me?
Open my eyes, let me see
Bring me back into the light
Into happiness and what's right

I hide myself under a pile of lies
So no one sees the secrets behind these immortal eyes

No one understands and they never will
Why my life is like a big long bill
I have to pay the price of living
It's myself that I am giving

Depression is what drags me under
Why can't they hear my screams I wonder
I'm screaming to you
Please help me through

There has to me more than this
Somewhere out there, there must be bliss
But until I find it I am here
In this pool of unforgiving tears' Toria looked up, tears in her eyes. I saw her pain she was feeling.
'VICTORIA WINTERS! THE TOPIC OF POEM WAS HAPPINESS, AND YOU KNEW THAT! HOW DARE YOU READ SUCH HORRIBLE WORDS TO MY CLASS? HOW DARE YOU?!'Mrs Best screamed at her, how dare she?

'I thought it was beautiful' soon everyone turned round to look at me, shit why did I say that?

'what was that Dan? did I ask for your view on this disturbing trash Victoria calls Poetry?'

' I said it was beautiful. and her name is not Victoria, its Toria. But of course how would you know that? you don't even know what good poetry is! call yourself a English teacher! my god.' did I just say that? holy shit im in trouble!

'VICTORIA, DAN! OUTSIDE NOW!' oh shit....that's one angry English teacher..
'HOW DARE YOU? YOU, VICTORIA AND YOUR TERRIBLE POEMS! AND YOU , DAN AND YOUR HORRIFYING ATTITUDE! YOU TWO WILL REMAIN OUT HERE FOR THE NEXT 4 CLASSES!' Mrs best stormed back into the classroom.
I turned and saw Toria. she was crying.

'im sorry about that..' I said, blushing.
before I knew it she was in my arms, crying on my shoulder.

'Thank you so much Dan!' She knew my name! 'did you honestly think my poem was beautiful?'

'honestly? I think you and your poems are both beautiful' SHITFUCKSHITFUCK Dan! what the fuck?!

I felt her lips crash on mine and it was amazing. I held her close as I had my first kiss. I am 12 years old

*flashback over*

'I love you too danosaur, now come over here and kiss me' I laughed as she pulled me closer to her.
what was meant to be a small kiss turned into a full on make-out session.

'what do you want our wedding to be like? shall we have pictures of totoro and dinosaurs everywhere? oooh! we could wear onsies! I could have a totoro onsie and you could have a dinosaur one! oh my god that we be the best wedding ever!' she beamed with excitement as if we were getting married next week.

'yea, totally! we could also go to Disney land for our honeymoon' i was being sarcastic when i said this but of course Toria took it seriously.
'OHHOLYSHITDANYOUARESOFUCKINGSMART!WESHOULDTOALLYDOTHATHOLYCUPCAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' i pissed myself laughing as she screamed this.

i am the luckiest boy in the world.

Notes

ugh idk tbqh ahah this is a weird chapter! i started this fanfic feeling confident and now i have ran out of idea ugh ugh !!!!!!!!!!!11

i love you motorbabies <3