
The Light Behind Your Eyes
I'm Not Okay
Gerard’s POV
We got called up to the front of the class but both Frank and I didn’t want to go but instead something made us go up to the front. The teacher looked uncomfortable and Frank and I were probably four thousand times more uncomfortable.
“So uh have uhh you both…y'know?” The teacher asked making an awkward gesture to Frank and I.
Frank was hiding his face from the audience and I was turning a bright red.
“Uhhm” I hummed quietly.
Everyone in the audience was trying to hold back their laughs and smirks as Frank and I were asked awkward questions. The teacher went into types of sex and Frank looked like he was about to die. He was so pale and green at the same time and he continued to find best ways to hide himself.
“So uh in gay sex there’s uh…” The teacher began. I did my best to zone out so I wouldn’t have to listen to this.
“...And of course you both should be safe so protection does have to be used…” Mr. Anderson, the health teacher continued. The whole class looked like they were all about to burst into laughter and Frank and I looked like we were going to die.
“…So uh which of you boys uh tops?…” Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck I don’t want to answer this. I hung my head and buried it in my hands I was about to burst into tears and I think Frank was too.
Everyone started calling things out like “It’s Gerard! Gerard we know! Gerard we can tell!”
“…And uh I think I’m going to stop there because this is really uncomfortable…”
Mr. Anderson ended the whole conversation and Frank and I exhaled deeply, thank god we didn’t have to demonstrate much for the class, oh you know Frank and I just had to casually pretend to do things which I am not going to talk about.
“So basically in this relationship Frank is the girl” Someone commented.
“Uh yeah I guess” The teacher said.
“Wait a second, what did you say?” I asked back to the person. She was a girl with a too-tight top and almost-too-short shorts. and a very annoying voice.
“Frank is the girl in your relationship”
This confused me a lot because last time I checked Frank and I were both guys, not girls but guys.
“Isn’t the point of a gay relationship is for both of us to be guys?” I started. Fuck I’m letting my mind wander. “Frank’s not a girl, I’m not a girl, we’re both guys and thats what makes our relationship what it is”
“But Frank’s the girlier one, right? I mean you top and Frank is freaking tiny and girly” She asked.
“I don’t know, we’re both guys so neither of us can be really girls and I never said I topped, I never even said we had sex!"
When the bell rang the class flooded out of the room and Frank and I walked out slowly. Soon the Jocks were following us and when they walked past us the tallest one and the leader of the group slapped the back of my head, not too hard but enough to hurt for a bit.
“Faggots” He said laughing as he walked passed us.
“Fuck you” I called back to him.
“What did you say?” He said as he turned around.
“If you have a problem with us tell us. Other than us being gay” I said.
“Hey at least we won’t steal your girlfriends, like every other guy in school” Frank chimed in. I couldn’t help but awkwardly laugh at that.
“We do have problems with you” The tall jock replied. “You’re two fucking emo, disgusting, worthless, ugly homos who try to make the world about themselves” The jock was now towering over Frank and I.
Soon Mr. Anderson walked by and practically saved our lives.
“Hey, I think it’s time for you guys to go back to class” He said.
“But I thought Frank was a girl here, not a guy” The tall jock said laughing.
“All of you to class, Benton to the office” So the tall one was Benton.
Frank and I walked to our next class which was art. Yes! No real education in this one, basically in art you get a free period to be creative, so I often use it. Frank and I were sitting at the small table in the back of the class as usual and the jocks were looking at us like usual, planning a way to bother us. But Frank and I were trying to get over the most awkward health class either of us had ever been to.
Notes
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1/27/15