let blood bleed red

"he isn't breathing properly, he needs to go to the hospital right now." one said not looking back at me. i panicked as they moved me further away from him. i landed on my hands and knees. he was fine when i was with him. i felt the tears run down my face as the boys caught up and noticed i was crying in a ball and Mikey was laying there unresponsive. "Mikey!" Gerard yelled and ran to his side. i sat there in shock as i watched the world spin. "mmmmm" a hand waved in front of my face pulling me from the trance i was in. "are you okay miss?" a man asked worried about how pale i had become. i nodded and felt hand touch my back. i turned around to see Frankie. i embraced him into a long hug in which i cried into his neck. i needed someone to hold me right now. i am pretty sure im inlove with Mikey and he is being taken away from me, this always happens to me. something good happens than it goes downwards from there. "is Zelda okay?" i heard a familar voice say. i lifted my head to see Mikey was standing looking around for me. i let go of Frank and walked over to him and fell into his embrace. "you're lucky we managed to get him breathing otherwise he would have to be put into a coma to save him." one of the paramedic said. i looked at Gerard who was walking over to us. i let go of the hug between me and Mikey, i felt like Gerard needed it more than me. i saw a tear fall from Gerard's cheek. i smiled and thanked the medics for helping and helped them put the bags in the back of the ambulance. i walked back and saw the boys signing some papers, i guess release forms. i walked over with my hands in my pockets i was cold and these wet clothes were not helping one bit. "hey do you wanna go home now, or get food first?" Ray asked me as i approached. "i... would... like... to... go... home..." i managed to shiver out as i walked closer to the car. they all laughed as we got into the cars. i rode with Mikey becuase in all honesty, he was my favorite and i fell like we have a special connection. he noticed me shivering and grabbed a jumper from the backseat for me to chuck on. "can't have you dying of the cold now can we?" he asked with a smile. i giggled and put the cloth over my head.
Mikey's p.o.v
i watched as she pulled the jumper over her head messing up her hair. i smiled and watched the scenery change from nature to concrete and city buildings everywhere. i pulled into my drive way and noticed Zelda was asleep. i smiled and got out without closing my door, so i didn't wake her. i took my keys and opened the door and went back for her. i picked her up and she weighed less than before. i laid her on the couch and went to close the doors. soon more car engines stopped in my drive way. "shhhh" i said as i opened the door for the boys who had pizza. i just realized that the game would be on soon, so it was going to be loud. i picked Zelda back up, still sleeping in my arms like a little toddler and walked her to the back of the house and laid her on the bed. "please stay..." i heard her mumble. i turned around to see she was sleep talking. i wanted to stay and hear more but the boys were out. i kissed her forehead and headed for the door. "no i love Mikey, not you" i heard her say making me jump in surprise and turn to see her facing the wall and not me. i felt happy, finally someone who actually likes me. i walked back to the boys with a big smile on my face. "someone scored!" Frank said deserving the punch in the arm from Gerard. i laughed and sat down and watched the game. i didn't pay attention to it, i just sat there eating pizza wishing Zelda was awake. "SCORE!!!!" Frank yelled. i laughed than noticed a small figure down the hall. "you woke her man!" i said walking up to the figure, she was so small. "hey how was your sleep?" i asked putting a hair strand behind her ear. "could have been better... nightmares you know" she said walking down the hall towards the boys. "we're watching the game and we have some pizza left over if you want some"
Zelda's p.o.v
i walked over to the couch and sat down. "sorry, i ate the last piece, if you wont ill go get you something.." "no its okay Frank i was thinking about going for a drive anyway." i smiled and got up. i went into Mikey's room to my clothes to find something comfortable. i found a loose shirt and track suit pants. my vans were drenched and the only other shoes i had were my ugg boots. i tied my hair up in a high pony tail and combed it with my fingers and wiped the black smudges away from my eyes. i grabbed my keys and waved the boys good bye before getting into my car. i noticed my handbag was in the passenger seat. i dug through looking for my phone hoping that there might be missed calls or a text from my dad, nothing. i wonder if he even cared. i drove to Star Bucks and got the new sweet tea and than drove to Taco Bell. i drove back in silence thinking about my dream i had. he was back and he wanted Beau. i didn't tell him that Beau had died, i haven't had anything to do with him at all since he left me stranded with my dad. i felt my cheeks become cold and wet. i shook my head and covered my face with my sleeve before pulling into the driveway. i grabbed my food and drink and walked in to everybody cheering because they won the game. i faked a smile and walked in. i held up my bag of taco bell and put 4 taco's on the table. i knew they would still be hungry. i laughed as they all grabbed one and thanked me. i walked into the kitchen and felt like i was about to start crying uncontrollably. i patted my cheeks and turned around to see Mikey right behind me. "hi" i said as i put my Star Bucks cup in the bin. "what's wrong? i noticed when you walked through the door that you weren't happy" he said stepping closer. i didn't want to talk about it becuase i knew i would cry.
Mikey's p.o.v
i could tell she was sad, i wanted to know why. i held her hand and watched as she sat down on the cold floor. i sat down with her and held her close to my chest and knew she was about to cry. "it's this dream, it's back. its about Beau's father and how he left me when i needed him. his name was Derek and he left me and in my dream he comes back and wants to be with me and wants Beau." she managed to get out between sobs. "stay here okay? i'll be back soon." i said as i stood up and walked over to the boys. my job was done by Gerard telling them to go back to his for drinks. i declined and walked them to the door than walked back to Zelda. i noticed that there was blood coming from her arm. i took her arm and saw she had scratched old cuts and covered them over with my sleeve while i got the first aid kit. i sighed and bandaged them. "don't worry, okay? i won't ever let him get hold of you. i am here for you, and i will be for a long time becuase i lo..." i stopped i can't say that to her right now.. can i? i took my shirt off and threw it in the washing pile. "when did he leave you?" i asked before holding her hand again. "i called him and told him i was bleeding and i think im in labor and he told me it wasn't his problem and that he wanted nothing to do with me or the bastard. i had to go to the hospital by myself, be surrounded by people i don't know looking into my vagina without the father of my child with me, and than he died. so i had no one. that night you saved me, i couldn't take it anymore. my dad abusing me and making me his slave, Derek leaving me and Beau dead before i could even
spend a night with him. it was too much." she said with tears running down her face. "i won't ever leave you. i love you and you mean the world to me okay?" did i actually just say i love her!!!! "i love you too, thank you for being here for me. i never knew i could become so tolerant to someone after all i have been through, but with you, i practically fell inlove with you the second i saw you" hearing her say that made my heart fill with such joy. i hugged her tighter and carried her to the bedroom and put her on the bed. she looked tired. she stayed seated and looked at the blue box against the wall. i picked it up and gave it to her. she sighed and opened it. "i remember the day like it was yesterday. i woke up with pains in my stomach and noticed there was blood all over the sheets. i was scared, after all i was only 16. i called Derek and told him what was happening. he had such coldness in his voice when he told me that he wanted nothing to do with me at all and for our unborn son. i remember crying before screaming about the pains. i called 911 and waited for the ambulance. they were there within 10 minutes and more blood was there. the drive to the hospital was painful and long. i was put into emergency straight away, i didn't have time to go to the maternity ward. they kept telling me to push but i was so tired and i didn't have any drugs at all. it hurt so bad but i did it. with the final push i saw the baby's head. the doctor instantly turned around to see the other nurses and rushed out of the room. i didn't hear any cries and i was told to stay calm. i couldn't stay calm, how could i? the doctor came back with more doctors and they all bowed their heads and wrapped him up in this blanket."
Zelda's p.o.v
i held the blanket up to my nose and took in the smell of my son. "they handed him to me and told me that due to complications with the umbilical chord he had died just before delivery." i sighed and took out a photo. my only photo i had of him was the one of me holding him in his blue blanket. i put the blanket down and showed him the footprint pictures and hand print ones. i showed him everything, so maybe he would understand why i hurt so much. after i put the box next to me he held his hand to my face. he stroked my cheek before leaning into a kiss than pulling me in tightly. "Zelda, you don't deserve any of what has happened to you, but i hope that i could be that one good thing that evens everything out... will you be my girlfriend?" after he finished his sentence i nodded before kissing him again. i closed the box lid and put it back against the wall and laid down. i was really tired. he laid down next to me and spooned me the whole night.

Notes