New teacher

******hannahs pov******
Well what could be better? Back at school after 2 months off and guess wha? Im fucking dreading it. Frank burst into my room at 6 fucking am. "LOOK ALIVE SUNSHINE" he screamed while launching himself on top of me. I giggled. "Hello to you mr. Frankie." He scrunched his face up and grinned at me. "Your lame. You have school. Everyone has school. Frankie has no friends his own age." I gave him puppy dog eyes ." Naww but you got Gee, you do have.....some.....friends." He glared at me. "But gees a boring shit and works with kids." I opened my mouth in shock. "Franklin Iero, did you just call me a kid?" He jumped up from the bed and held his .hands up in surrender. "Jesus. Teenagers these days, they scare the shit out of me." We laughed together and then I forc ed myself out of bed. I oicked something out of my wardrobe and began to strip off. "Whoa whoa whoa whoa." Frank protested. "Like what you seeing huh bud?" I teased at him. "Afraid not, gal, you plain ugly." I pretended to look upset and lightly slapped him. "Get outta here you creep, or Ill tell Gee youve been purving on me." He slunk out of the room in a huff and I giggled. God I love him.

i put as much makeup on as possible to cover up all my imsecurities. My s.a.d. Has got worse since Andy and im in constant fear of being judged. Jenny came in and gave me a hug. "Ill always be here, whenever you feel afraid just see me." She gave me a serious look and I nodded.

i walked out the door with Jenny and stood at the bus stop, allready bored. As i stepped on the bus evertone went quiet. "Shit." I murmered. I looked down at my feet and concentrated on putting one foot in front of the other. I found a seat and instantly plugged my headphones inn. I blasted Sleeping with sirens as it helped block out my thoughts. Half an hour later we arrived at school. I took a few deep breaths and jenny squeezed my hand. I walked into the school only to be greeted with icy glares or snickering or judge,ental comments. My breathing began to pick up and thoughts rushed through my mind. I heard the bell ring somewhere in the distance but it didnt. Seem real. People must have filed to their classes but I stood in a delusioned state i couldnt breathe between the sobs i was letting out. I heard quickening footsteps aprouching. "I dont know whats happening." Jenny stated to the other person. They sighed and picked me up bridal style. I could tell it was Gee by his cologne. I nuzzelled into his chest and I began to calm down. "Take her to the nurse." He instructed Jenny who guided me towards the first aids room.

i was told I could skip first lesson but had to return for the rest. I had never had an anxiety attack before and honestly I never want to experience one agan . I snuck out at second period and blended into the crowd. Nothing lerticually exciting happened until music, thurd lesson. We each had to create lyrics to a song in a group then perform to the class. The first few were some pathetic attempts at romance but I tried to block them out. I hadnt contributed anything to ours so i tried to go unoticed standing at the back of our group. Then came the final one. It was the bimbo bitches and their dick head boyfriends. "Well at least I have friends, they will stay with me to the end. Unlike you, nobody lives you. Your a pathetic slut, just keep making those cuts. Have you fucked anyone new lately, rumour has it you love it." It carried on with an obvious dig at me *i had 2 hours sleep last night i could not be bothered to make a good song so just oretend it is acctually really offensive*. I stayed strong through it thhough and let no single tear fall. I had various other comments over the day of 'whore' and other likes. Obviously people have heard about the rape. Apart from I domt think they quite understand the meaning behind it if they think I enjoyed it. The only thing to look forward to today was final lesson, art.

I walked in and amiled at Gee and he winked back, not letting any other students see. he gave us the objective of turning a song of our choice into a movie poster. I chose bulls in the bronx by ptv. I got really into it so much that I didnt notice Gee standing over me. "Well Hannah, this is really excellent." A smile crept onto my face. "Thank you mr way" it felt so weird saying his name like that. He placed his hand on my shoudker which caused goosebumps to falre up. "Im impressed." I beamed, i couldnt wait to see him tonight where we dont have to hide,

Notes

Sorry im a lazy shit person