New teacher

*****hannahs pov*******
i had promised Frank. I wanted to get this done so it wasnt awkward at school. I had to be back on momday and was dreading the reactions of everyone. So i got up sunday morming. I couldnt sleep last night messing up my head with thoughts of what could happen. I switched on the shower and looked down at my body. Depresion suddenly took over me. But i fight it as hard as I can and hang my head low in the shower. All I can see is bones and bruises. Scars of a forgotten love. I step out and wrap a towel around my body. I filled a glass with water and reached for my pills. I swallowed each dose of my depression, anxiety and some fattening ones.

I ficked through my wardrobe that covered myself up. I went for a long sleeve cat jumper with tight black skinny jeans and my tie dye vans. I squished my face up when i looked in the mirror. Well this could take a while. I quickly went over my hair with some straighteners and put it in a messy bun. I apply some concealer to my extremely bad under eyes. I put a thin layer of eyeliner on with small flicks at the end. I put on a whole lot of mascara so my eyes looked defined. Today, i was actually quite pleased with my appearence. Suddenly I remebered my bright red lipstick. Perfect.

i went downstairs greeted by Jenny and Frank making out. "So you stayed the night I see?" I wriggled my eyebrows with jenny and she bit her lip. "For another time my dear." She winked at me. A grin appeared on my face as I saw the love in their eyes as they looked at each other. "Well I am headed over to the Ways." Jennys face turned. "Will you be okay?" I gave a fake smile. "Course I will." I saw frank quicky texting on his phone. "Hey no spoilers." I pouted at frank. "Whatever babes." He stuck his tongue out at me and I flipped him off.

i drove along to pierce the veil and my favourite song came on 'stay away from my friends' i sighed. This song had got me through my first experience with Andy. I wiped away my tears as I pulled up at their house. A deep breath and I got out the car and knocked on the door, "hey hannah." My eyes began to tear up. "Hey gee" i whispered

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