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New teacher

Tears

*****gerards pov******
no. Not my Hannah. I loved her with all my heart and now it has completely shattered. My whole world is upside down. I dont want to go on without her. Mikey was in tears on the floor and frank had his head in his hands. I stormed out of the hospital I could not take this. As i walked out i saw a girl i recognised from school, she was friends with Hannah. I think her name was- what was it? Jenny, thats it. Luckily she didnt notice me or that would be hard to explain.

I got halfway to my car and collapsed on the floor. I cant do it. I love her so much, she cant leave me. Its all my fucking fault because I couldn't find her! Its my fucking fault. frank came running up to me. "Dude, we all loved her. But please do not blame yourself. It was that dicks fault." I looked up at him. " but i couldn't save her! She will have waited for me, thought I didn't care. I let her down!" Frank still had tears in his eyes. I felt bad, he missed her to and I was being a brat. "I, sorry frank, i know you loved her too. But she was my everything." "Gee, i know. But you cant brake down again. Mikey needs you. You are his brother and he looks up to you. Seeing you all broken makes him brake." I clenched my eyes shut, trying to make this a dream. "But I cant stop myself being broken. She was my everything and shes gone." Frank sighed. I think you should come back in, be with Mikey and her best friend from school.

i slowly nodded and made myself get up. I wondered slowly inside and wiped my eyes. I realised I didn't feel sad though, i just felt empty, numb. jenny was in tears and in Mikey's arms. I gave him a sympathetic look and he tried to smile. It looked extremely forced, but how could you smile in a time like this.

jenny looked up at me confused. "Mr way? Why are you here." Shit. Quick gerard. Think of something. "well as you might of guessed I'm Mikeys brother. Well he wanted to come and Frank, one of our friends both drove him." She slowly nodded. "I got the train. Does her family know?" I nodded at mikey, I probably shouldnt know. "Well, they have kind of broken down and this probably wouldnt help." "Oh." We all stood there awkwardly. "I think we need to stay up here for a while, incase anybody else comes." I sighed. I wanted to get away from here as soon as possible. But I will do what Mikey wants. "Okay fine, lets find a hotel, jenny what are you going to do." She looked down at her feet. "I dont have any money to get home." I looked confused. "What about parents?" She winced and shook her head. "No, i dont think theyre gonna help." "Well ill guess you will have to stay with us and well drive you to your house when we leave." Frank said, smiling at her. She looked so relieved. "Thank you so much." We all exited the hospital and got into my car and we found a hotel.

*****jennys pov*****
my best friend. Of all time. Shes left me now. Why didnt she tell me? I know she doesnt like to trouble me since Im going through a lot aswell but I wish she would just have told me. Im happy that Mikey, mr way and there friend will take me in though. "Oh im frank by the way." There friend winked at me. I laughed "its jenny." I smirked. He was gorgeous. He had tatoos all over and short black hair. His eyes were beautiful and his smirk sent a shiver down my spine, as soon as we arrived mr. Way locked himself in the bathroom. Frank and mikey had gone to get food. I heard sobbing through the door and I went to see if he was okay. "Mr way?" I lightly knocked on the door. He suddenly stopped and snivelled. "Its gerard." He slowly unlocked the door. I pushed it open slightly. He was a mess. "Are you okay, i didnt think you would get so upset over a student." His eyes widened. "Umm well ermm you know, no student should have to die." Im not convinced. How did he know her? "Your not a good liar mr wa- i mean gerard." He looked up at me. "Well she would come to the house every so often to see Mikey so we became friends, i guess." That wasnt the whole truth. But I didnt want to push him he seemed really upset. "You can talk to me you know, if you want." He smiled at me and nodded his head. I cant believe he was my teacher I mean he was beautiful probably only just over 20. Okay thats weird Jenny domt think that.

***few days later*****
*****franks pov*******
iv known gee for my whole life, i kmow when hes not okay. This place was not doing him any good so I said wed leave in 2 days. I had become close with her friend Jenny. She was beautiful. Had an amzing figure, long brown hair and her eyes were a bright green. This morming I was going to get a shower and freshen up when the bathroom was locked. I knocked on the door with no reply. The shower wasnt on so they should be able to hear me. It stank of, what was it. Alcohol. "Gerard open up!!!!" God hes an idiot. I banged on the door and no answer. I kicked it and kicked it and it finally gave in. I was shocked. There was blood everywhere some open pills and several emoty bottles of alcohol. Shit. I knew he was getting bad but why had he done this? Why must he keept doing this? He must have bought the stuff one day while we were out. He has refused to keave the house. Fuck. "MIKEY! JENNY! Fuck. COME NOW. CALL AN AMBULANCE." Jenny had picked up her mobile and mikey came to see what was up. He started crying. Why gerard must you do this to us? We all rode along in the ambulance. Scared. We couldnt loose another person.